Bringing back bits and pieces of those good old memories.

2009-06-11T16:57:00.001+08:00

OH YES, I'VE SINCE MOVED TO LJ, SO I STILL KEEPING THIS BLOG. :) anw, still help me by clicking the nuffnang ads will ya? thanks sweetie :D ;)

2009-05-21T17:22:00.002+08:00

Im play with livejournal now, so currenlt will leave blogger dead for awhile, so yea. sometimes will come back to blogger. :) So do continue to look for updates.

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Ciao!

2009-05-14T17:34:00.003+08:00

Im sorry but it may seem that im copying you but im not. The files? jean and wendy plus etc have the same files as me from popular. I got it yellow because its my favourite colour. Vans? it was not recent that i actually eye on it, i wanted it since it came out from stores. and im not actually a daily reader of your blog so, i do not know that you love it too, until i came around your blog today. i ask you about it because i thought you are the only person who knows more than me do. If i knew by asking will make you think that im copying you, i rather sacrifice not getting the shoe than sacrificing the complications between us. the laughter? i din copy it, my laughter varies. sometimes it sounded like the donkey thingy sometime it doesnt.and if i knew by changing and buying the cheapest a4 size file from popular to replace my faulty one will make you think that im trying to clone you, then from the start i shouldnt have bought it i should have just continue to use the faulty pathetic file of mine. i didnt knew all the things will lead to clone or maybe hatred or even worst disappointment, i didnt. no one told me that i cant do certain things. no one told me that i have to control my laughter so that it wont sound like you. no one told me not to be like a normal lady and love shoes. no one did. no one told me not to replace files when it is faulty. all they did was to tell me that cherishing friends are important. and i did. but all the giving in to friends, being nice to friends, being too good to people, is it wrong? they say being good have reward after that, but why is mine not a good reward after all? have i done wrong to be too gullible. i am not sure. i cant risk to lose a hell good friend like you. i want you that will go paranoid with me when theres outbreak of chicken pots. i am not sure why you may want to think me this way, but ever since i been too good to people, no one told me anything. i just want you to know, whatever i do there's no motive of cloning, i wont blame you or wish that you will hate me forever, but if by hating me forever will make you think that im not cloning you, then go ahead, please go ahead, i dont want to lose a friend like you. Christ, make this go away shall you?

Im really a failure as said by my parents, i am a failure to studies, i cant even beat my sister, what a joke. big joke. I am a failure to emotions, i cant even control the tears and let it fall just by reading your post, big disappointment for you of me. I am a failure to love, i thought by loving the person so deep and giving in, is the best, but somehow it just doesnt work. i am failure to every single thing, since the day i am born, i cant do things right in a correct way like my sister does. my father scolds me every single day. and im a failure to the world out there, where me, being 15 and seeing the world for 15 years, have never really gone out with friends so freely, and went out with friends for only twice in my entire 15 years of life. i cant imagine im really spending 15 years facing the bloody walls of mine. june hols and dec sucks spending the whole long break at home. and i am really failure to be a civilised person, when someone told me not to be so vulgar,i changed it, and somehow some parts of it doesnt go away. When i cant really convince my friends that i am not so cheap, all they do was to call me changi hospital and finding guys, to a very great disappointment they doesnt really know how much disappoinment i have in them, how much they have hurt me, people dont really know now...

short sweet.

2009-05-09T11:54:00.002+08:00

kayz, just update a lil. dunno whats going on w ma napfa, it sucks, screw up totally, maybe din go gym alot nowadayz. okay stop z-ing. lol. 2.4 yea that time said 16.06. my sit and reached screwed up alot, last time it was a 54 now? 48, OMG. cant stand it. and my sit up, 32 i just gave a as-long-as-i-get-an-a-i-will-stop that kind of attitude so a was 31 so i stop at 32 LOL. my shuttle run was worst manz, i got a 12. and i was like omg, i idont want re take liao. pull up worst still i did a 12 and couldnt liaoz, last time i can at least do 16. haha. i think its time to really head to the gym now.

And later going cine to buy my case, for nano. been searching it for months though. best doesnt seem to be a sensible strategy, somehow their service sucks alil i must say, having a apple store that dosnt provides much service, mind as well dont have. ><>
Today there's isnt tuition cos vesak day, and there's steamboat later on to celebrate early mother's day. haha. Okay, enough must go bathe already :) Ciao.

I shouldnt continue to read her blog, it will only hurt me even more, knowin what's going on with them and seeing all the words that she write will only make me even worst. She didnt stole him from me, im just too bad for him and she's the best for him thats all. besides maybe being a single forever does seems the future for me.

hello.

2009-05-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

Time check : 12.31. Lol people might think why this girl doesnt want to sleep now, and so naughty so late still using com. HAH. i am too sick to sleep. My gastric acting up, plus my period is here too. Double pain. ><>

Aiya, i very bored so come up with second post, but already friday liao, so its call 1st post hehe. Anw, ring me up please ANYONE ); I miss the goddamn voice of yours. ): and my foolscap cool huh got hunk somemore, lol. that time i go colour the hunk with sec pecs i colour the swimming trunks in hot pink. should have took a photo of it. haiz, nevermind i still have it with me next time ba. And ppl say i siao colour the guy until so gay. I like what cannot meh, even if my bf doesnt like hot pink, he will wear it because he loves me, i can forsure you. lol. and im a very guai girl that pins up here fringe with hair band :D lol X: nth to write liao. BYE! CIAO!

crazy.

2009-04-28T13:32:00.001+08:00

Recently teenagers as young as 18 and 19 having babies are commonly seen nowadays but if underage couples marriages will cost you 250 bucks. Why? Cos singaporeans are legal for sex at 16 and legal for marriages at 18. People having babies earlier is because the legal age is at 16 so people will get married as soon as they trun 18. Singapore rule have cause baby boom to rise. HOLA. What a good joke. Yea, definitely. The most fortunate ones arent the one that are blissfully attached for years. The most fortunate ones are the one on the wedding church facing each other, saying i do. Awesome it may seem, some may last long but wont come to the stage of marriage then it also will not be good either. So why waste your precious time on someone you will not settle down with, with somemore you wont exchange your vows with? HAH. This explains why i die die wont find any more bf. Im still under the same old guy spell. Whatever it is, hah.

MYE is coming round, and recently constant mugging very hard for it. I cant lose out now. seriously. So what if love comes into my mind. so what it may always seem important i still have to tell myself concentrate and focus on study. whatever guy will, come and look for you, then eventually he will. Passed my napfa 2.4 with so "good" results. actually good liao, to me. everytime i run constant never stop but i poor at speed so always 18 mins plus. This time i speed up get 16 min 06 sec. Can get gold liao. Improved alot okay. Happy can.

Besides having to be along somehow is great. but again who will care if i ever be lonely again? some same old guys that ditched me? hah. whoever knows. chinese mye was okay, passage quite okay. Remember what the passage wrote. some part of it. CIAO! will not blog that often due to constant mugging, sorry ):

exhausted

2009-04-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

Okay, shall be a very short post, cos dunno what time my father will be back, he's now outside watching liverpool match. So make it a fast one. Went to bugis new shopping centre with fiona, before that head to cp to give some things to kenneth. And then walked around. Head back to grandmother house and uncle sent us back home. Watch channel u's show, pretty addicted to it though. HEH. And yea this is the photo that i've said, lol. My bestest "brother" on earth. Yea, since when i have brother. LOL. thats mdm lim said what. Anw, Ciao!

when i see you, i run out of words to say.

2009-04-23T18:10:00.002+08:00

Good day to start of with, new ezline card which doesnt make any diff except that the background is not the same, cos ezlink card pic is my sec one picture, as i lost my ezlink card once. And somemore i paste back my betty boob picture back at the back of the ezlink. SO happy ! :) Mdm lim did not come today so = no a maths, free period for the first two periods = sian. Have relief teacher come in, then everyone was revising for ss test. Lol, i totally memorise the whole thing. But then if continue like that o's i will die 26 essays, how am i going to memorise all that, im a human, not a computer mind you. So went through the test, quite okay, cos got study so was pretty fine.

Mdm kiren did not came, yea so we have relief teacher again. And yea, thats when the ezlink was given out which created quite a din though. CO gotten a bronze, eldds too. It is quite demoralising though. I feel sad for them too, they train so hard and eldds i heard make quite an effort too. Nevermind, continue to work hard, if this time there's no silver, then next syf there will be :) Biology was very very somehow too sleepy for me. such that the weather is so hot, and knowing that there will be a boring assembly as usual makes me so restless. It really makes me feel like sleeping okay. And assembly turn out to be boring, it always is. Talked about learnin passport and exam all these. Talking about exams, next week have chinese exam, i suck at the first part, always fail. Is my compre that pulls me up thats why i can pass. Cross my fingers, wish me luck god.

And now here slacking my whole day away, and mugging for mye too. Eh, i got study okay. Im not soooooooooo slack until never study hor, must buck up liao, everytime slack during class test X: And yea the facebook quiz is soooooooooooooooooo sick. They say i will have 2-5 boyfies before i get married, so its like i wont get married anymore! cos 1st was fred, second, low zhong wei, third was darren, after which it was ong wei liang then FIFTH was kenneth. And right now they say i will have 2-5 boyfies before i get married and im not attached now = no husband. OMG that is so demoralising ): unless.... aiya wont have de. HAH. Better go, im feeling pretty restless, but i still need to study more, and wish me good luck for tomorrow's art test! Hope ms tan will not torture me :( and i dont have much confidence, i scared cannot get into art ): *cross fingers* even though james said i can, oh well.. Ciao!

sugar, spice, and everything nice.

2009-04-20T17:58:00.002+08:00

Funfair was superb i must say. However, even though wasnt under the committee, still need to drag myself to school and reach school at 7. Because band was performing, and we had band practise as early as 7. So yea, performed, and went back to my stall. Didnt expect to have so many people coming lol. And yea, seriously, the hot dog bun tasted fantastic, Its my breakfast anyway. I ate 2 of it. Haha, tasted marvelous. And was standing there putting in the sausage. Cool, kinda. But was hot okay, damn hot, and seriously i smell like some.... eyew. I know im smelly. hah. Who dont?

K my greatesssssst bff called, and went to cp to meet him and at first was saying of walking to sch, but he's in his uniform so yea, in the end, we sat 80 and came down. And he went to my stall, and mdm lim, being smart as always, assumed that he was my "brother" and say that my "brother" is so supportive and why not take a photo? Then dragged me and K and took a photo. I thought K would say no. ><>

LOL. Then we stayed and clear up with sports leaders. Intended to play with the microphone but then zhengchao kept it alr. Then went back, was super tired. And today e learn was like omg. >And if last time i can communicate so well with him than before, things wont be the same like how it is. If only i were to open my mouth and say crap like how i did, and not be so shy. If only.... but well, im pretty much amused how my heart still continue beating so fast . Kinda. Anw, Ciao!

He's the guy with the darkest skin colour, nicest heart,

prettiest face, and fabulous body, but ditched me

awesomest sweet!

2009-04-14T19:08:00.002+08:00

Awesome? This call sweeeeeeeeet.
Okay, results of painted shirts = 5 ++ provided those who stayed back have fast painting skills yea! Thanks to those who stayed back. And yea, had a horrible tired day, started the day with a boring english period and had to do compre plus summary. Ohmy i can swear that mdm kiren is the omg, most sweet teacher i've ever had, she never had scolded us once, since school starts. And when we dont know how to do, she just, okay, i will go through with you guys next lesson alright. And if you never bring or never do, she will just say, okay you hand in tomorrow okay? In a sweet tone.It like woah? And next up was e math. Urgh, we are sooooooooooooooooo lagging behind please. Now we are just starting on trigo. Which consists of consine, sine, and tangent when all the class have somehow started, PLUS have test about it already.

Then bio test was so georgeous, mr phang gave us a open book test, which was simply awesomest! And precisely, we had geog, which i somehow slept my way through it, i am simply tired really, goddamn tired. So, gotten back a maths results i failed by half a mark, OH HOW GREAT CAN THAT BE PLUS 8 MARKS GONE COS I DIN WRITE THIS AND THAT, AND THAT THING IS VERY IMPORTANT, MY REACTION WAS LIKE OMG, IT COST ME 8 MARKS. AND DIFF ALOT. Am pretty sad, so i have to stop slacking now, i've promised bff to study, but i think if i dont study now, and fail, not only him, pretty much ppl will be disappointed manzxzxz.

And to damien, yea, you can say its about your studies, but i just want you to know even though you have a pretty erm long r/s, you still need to cherish. No matter what, anything can happen. I regretted last time, when i was with K, i admit i still like darren somehow, i guess he knows that. And was very guilty for that. But when times passed, i somehow realised i really really fell for him so deep. Never once i've blushed when i guy kiss me on the cheeks. Never. It takes a girl to really love the guy, but i guess it was too late la, whether i say now, or regret now, it not gonna helps anyway. So moral of the story, better cherish okay, i dont want you to be like me alright :) I can be the one experiencing it, its okay, you dont get hurt then im happy already, cos you're my greatest kor. :)

And was tagged by goh ying qing to do some quiz.
Pass this to 8 other people,
1. Some
2. People
3. Who
4. May
5. Seem
6. Interested
7. To
8. This
1.Are you single or attached?
Single.
2.Who is the most closest to you?
Closest as in? People who i share things? Then there doesnt have any, i dont usually tell people how i feel.
3. What is your current age?
15 years old plus.
4.Who you like?
Some guy with some dark skin colour.
5.Who is the last person who msg u?What it says?
Shoman, ohhs.. hahas just joking only luhs :-)
6.Who is the last person who called you?
Believe it or not, Mdm Angeline Lim.
7.Are you going out tomorrow?
School.
8.Do you love your parents?
Yea i do.
9.What school are you studying in?
Seng Kang Secondary School.
10.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Forehead and cheeks? o.O
11.Do you smoke?
No.
12.What are you wearing now?
Sec 2 camp tee and fbt.
13.What time do you always sleep?
Depends, i can sleep as early as 10 and as late as 3.30 in the morning if im talking on phone, there's many occasion that i dont sleep at all, like class chalet, was watching movie with them, intending to sleep but force myself to stay awake, cherishing every moment with friends :)
14.Are you sleepy now?
No.
15.Have you eaten?
No.
16.Have you overnight at someone place before?
Yes.
17.If you are rich, what are you going to do with money?
Donate to charity.
18.How many gans do you have?
Wow, it seems ages, to talked about this.
19.What is your greatest wish right now?
That my birthday wish will come true, however, its been 2 months and it have never been true.
20.What games do you play?
Tons of games.
21.Would you rather choose ur own life or friends life?
Friends life.
22.What is your full name?
Eng Wei Ting Michelle.
23.What is your cca?
Seng Kang Symphonic Band.
24.What are u going to do during weekends?
Helping out at funfair and playing the songs we are asked to play in band for fun fair during first few hours of the opening.
25.Who is your bestfriend in primary school?
I have seven, zian, rachel, bellina, ruiting, jiayan, vivian, fronia.
26. Do you miss your childhood times?
Certainly.
27.What subject you like the most?
Art, but i didnt take it, still waiting for approval.
28.Do you have any ex-steads before?
Yes.
29.What are you doing right now?
Answer this few silly questions.
30.What are the rainbow colours?
Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, violet,purple.
Ciao!

2009-04-12T19:24:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mommy!
Hope she have a pleasant birthday at hong kong. She'll be back on wed. Miss her ): And finally drawn finish all the shirt for size m. But most of it not yet paint. Should be bringing to sch so others can help :) And it turned out well. Was happy with the results. Am looking forward to the funfair. HEHE :) Tomorrow have band, will have new experience yet, with new juniors. I will miss ah long to the max ): No one will entertain me. No one will say jokes to me when full band and sit next to me. Oh my, i sit there for dunno how long ang use to ah long sitting beside me liao ):

Also feeling bad loneliness. X was my one big love and i will never meet anyone else. I know everyone says that when their heart is broken and people roll their eyes at display of naked self-pity and say, "Don't be so silly!" But he was a unique man. A one-off. Never met anyone like him before. Never will again.

Am anxious about whether will get art. I hope i will get it. And shall stop for now, even though intended to write more, cos shall tune in to channel u now, then later to campus superstar. I now, lame but at least got some entertainment yea? Ciao! (i know you'll miss me. but, yea, i needa go. )

i am so mad.

2009-04-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

I just met mdm lim at 6 plus downstairs my house, cos she drive and gave me the aprons, shirts, and chef hats. And yea, i've ask grace and others to help me the drawing, and i will, dfinitely do a very good job on the 38 pieces of shirts, 2 aprons and 2 hats. Trust me alright? Tomorrow accompany my mother to the cemetry for the qing ming jie thingy. And mother going to fly to hong kong on sat morning. I was shock of the time. She din tell me it was in the morning. Cant spend more time with her like that ): She just bought me a levis polo tee, and am very happy. She say want buy raulph lauren de polo for me, i told her, i want red de, either that one or lacoste(?). HEHE.

And band yesterday i was like cannot stand them, i think i too angry or what, and i over fierce or something and kick the chair. I didnt meant to, but it just happen like that. Yea, like that lor. And actually promised jean that will go for her church, cos that was before mum tell me she's going to hong kong on sat. Now, like very hard sia, i doubt can really 100% high chance be there, cross fingers please! And am going to study hard i promised. I want to go interior design really. There are some facts that ppl really dunno about what i want. Last time when im small really small, i want to be the world's famost ballet dancer, thats why i took up ballet, and did really very good for it, but mum ask me stop cos she scared i will neglect my studies. And i am really those arts person, really vry interested in music, arts and dance. Now, i want to really get approve for art, and go into nafa or sp for interior design. Later on, i want to excel in all 3, but i doubt it will come true. hah.

I really scared cannot get art, ): if not i really will have to apply for sota ): sad. anw, come for fun fair ah, i think wont do full day , just see how it goes la, but will be there the whole day, cos i want to eat the japanese tako yaki ball, the japanese octopus ball, i like it very much hor! so now know what i like to eat right :D haha, i want to go haunted house too hehe. And since the time i have stop thinking about guys, i feel more happy now :) really :) cos you bring me a real hunk, i will still tell you to bring him away. lol, its like those uninterested feeling in me, so numb hah. stop talking liao, Ciao.

Oh how good, im abnormally sarcastic.

2009-04-06T18:01:00.003+08:00

must apologise to tan meng liang. He told me to take photo of his nice art piece on the back of my foolscap and post it online. But you know, my phone is so poor thing until dont even have an usb cable. Plus, there's no blue tooth, only infrared. how great. Today was so cock up during pe. I chiong for 2.4 so normally i also can non stop jog, then i dunno why, today like too fast a bit liao then after i run, is giddy la, always like that de, cos long time never go gym liao. Then everytime i sit down and rest awhile, the giddiness will go away. But this time no matter how i sleep, how i rest, is still there, and i feel terrible and looked terrible. They told me my face was goddamn pale. However, i still push myself to go to the canteen to have some glucose, so i bought h2o and drank a lil at first, din help much, but when i drank more, its much better. My face doesnt seem to be as pale but my lips still white white like that.

A maths lesson was better, cos mdm lim cancelled ssp, and for once, she rocks. haha. So after a maths head to canteen and makan and slack with meng liang they all. It feels so weird today without band ): Now suppose to be still in band room, packing our instruments, haiz. And i've yet to complete the essay that julia goh have ask us to write-- graciousness is the way of life-- worst topic you can ever get. And guess what, i'm so gonna be happy drawing 37 times on the tee shirt of our class. Cos they wanna save cost. And im alright with it. Since i have nothing to do yet :) And yea, yesterday i would get married at 20 and today im abnormally sarcastic. How great can that be? Wow. Ciao.

i will be married at 20. WOW.

2009-04-05T18:20:00.004+08:00

I wont be alive tonight. You teared my heart. Screw you loser, wholesome jerks.

And guess what, i've came back from my sister fun fair. And results me of shitting twice in a day. I guess, my metabolism rate is getting higher, and thats what you call puberty or rather in chinese fa yu, is it not? So proof of having so goddamn high metabolism rates : I gets hungry very easily and shit as fast as after finish my meal. So let say i eat my break fast everyday at 6 plus, and by the time its 850, im hungry and guess what my recess is at 1045. Cheers to that. We are just uppersec, not uppersmall stomach mind you. And after recess, at 12 im hungry again. And yay again to monday and tuesday where we, E1 the big brains class got release sooooooooooo much later, on monday its 1.30 for us and for physics is 3 i guess rather pathetic, and tuesday we release at 2.20 where every single soul is off at 12.30 wth?

Okay, enough pathetic rantings. To all my readers out there, and my bestest friends out there, please mark out this very nice date : 18 April 2009, Saturday. (9-3pm) i just need you to come down to my school's funfair in support of YOG. Each class is doing own stalls , our class? Hot dogs, erm correct : Royal House 's Favourite Delicacy, hmm it isnt show that it is under the category of hot dogs. WOW. So, please come and support me :D Thank you very much. And i've sacrifice my tuition time on saturday and go on a replace session on sunday, and travel all the way to jurong, wow, a good long one hour journey.

And yea, i wonder have miss neo seen my report that i've deligently wrote to her, so she can help me ask mr mannan to approve me for letting me to take art as an extra subject. WOW. and since band now left with one day of practice only, its possible for me to take art as art is only after school, cos E1 no ppl take art as subject, pathetic? totally. Hell yea. And, i kinda miss nco. And see my good old band major :

He look like some i-have-just-wake-up-from-my-sleep-please-dont-disturb-me-thank-you person. And i still look the same haha. Okay, michelle wants to sleep now, because of the good old weather :D Smiles to the rain* And somehow, its really frightening that one second i've got the whole you and the next second you are gone again. Yea, pretty much pathetic. And goh ying qing was like always complaining how i use to keep talking about kenneth last time and now she herself is like typing C every blog post, i guess she now know why i keep cant stand to type Kenneth in my blog posts, She must have understand it trully now. And i am jealous of her, pretty much, but should not be because Michelle Eng Wei Ting rocks being single now! \m/ For The Guys that ditched girls, fook you for every single reasons because you suck. For the guys that somehow doesnt seem to care whether girls heart are so goddamn brittle, hope you get nocked by car even crossing the zebra crossing or traffic light and can never claim your insurrance back and thats what you deserves. For all guys out that, you guys are just jerks, thank god gave us girls a very brittle heart, that somehow alert us and wake us up that we should move on, and stop dreaming them every single night, stop crying over them cos they do not deserve anything. To the girls that move on bravely, we are the best and we rocks, we will take over the guys world and show them they are such losers and they are such jerks that shouldn and wouldn let us girls do the crying for them. CHEERS! Ciao.

pressurised.

2009-04-03T17:03:00.005+08:00

Pretty hilarious to see that when i see you i didnt have the feeling anymore.

Finally a decent post. Was too tired this few days, Because of syf. Anw, actually was quite disappointing that we got silver, cos a lot say we can get gold, but we managed to maintain standard that's the best. I believe if we continue this standard one day, we'll definitely get gold. So, wednesday when they step down and heard what hanwei say, then very sad, cant see joan cant see brandon cant see weilong, cant see choonkun cant see hanwei cant see xiaoting, cant see meng liang, cant see alot more people. cant see dalston(if he decides to come back ). Its like suddenly there's no more weilong to entertain me.

What's more, i've a bigger role to play. Wow. Okay, so was sleeping on the bus, was very tired. Thurs i totally have no mood to study sia. Its like i want to sleep for the whole day. Teacher teach what i also dunno. Somemore got assembly plus the heat its really terribly really. I wonder how will we sound like without the sec 4s.Luckily they are still coming back to perform with us during the funfair performance if not die.

So, need to interact with sec ones more. I cant really go and remember their faces. Except some common ones. And am very guilty because of that. Haiz. And yea, been very sian so din blog. Sorry to those who read my blog. Sometimes really very suprised to know about the ppl who actually reads my blog every single day. Thanks lots. And received the year book. I sit up straight so like very tall like that. FInd one time go scan in then show you guys. Ciao!

He's dead.

you deserve it.

2009-03-26T18:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Brandon Chang he hanged my phone call! OMG. okay haha. Cos i was in best then wanted him to head over to help me see which headset nicer. ): I haven decide which one i want though. LOL. And yea, band going to be looooooooong. And when i say long yea its long really. Try having practices from 3.30 to 8 on fri. Monday to 7.30 tuesday to 6.30 and having to squeeze revision of test inside it too. End results = marvelous, good, and perfectly tiring and stressful. However, only one more week then can very free liao. But i prefer having band every mon,wed,fri rather than sleeping at home please!

And for goodness sake, tomorrow there's a maths test on, maximum and minimum points, partial fractions plus improper, and discriminant. Everything i have perfect and full confidence except minimum and maximum, yea laugh very easy right but that one i slept and never hear what she say X: so im going to revise until like crazy just because im so tired. OH GOD. Okay, and every single one beside me seems to be attached after i've thought of being single until yea i dunno. Cos i dont have the interest in guys anymore. Even the goody old gohyingqing. ):

nevermind nevermind. At least ah gua same with me X: okay, his case different haha, And i want my fringe to grow longer please. Then i june holiday go rebond again then my hair colour will turn even redder :D HAHAHA. And i love my nice nicenice smell hair :D lol. cos i use the herbal essence rose one then every time turn my head then will swat till fanny then she say very pain but then very nice smell LOLOL. haha. okay la, i very boring now, Ciao!

you can look into my eyes and pretend all you want.

2009-03-22T16:33:00.001+08:00

It's been raining for days, weeks. OMG. and somehow i've lost a lil of my blogging bug. OMG. Ok. and i owe so many things to shoman tong. I've yet to treat him to ding tai fung AND chomp chomp. And when there's shoman, good food isnt able to be freed from the hands. So, welcome ichiban(?), fish and co, new york new york, marche, bens and jerry and others haha, :D

Been rushing my homework today, haven finish it, so most probably if i go school, my usual thing = copy. LOL. okay im lazy i know, IKNOW. haha, all i do in class is sleep. and i need to get this fixed haha. And when i grow up i want to be a dancer, an artist and a musician plus i would most willing be a volunteer helping those poor kids. They are so poor thing dont you think so?

One week from school = miss yingqing, miss angeline, miss quek, miss two e two, miss every one! alright, tomorrow maybe if there's time before test then i'll go cp to buy hair band cos seriously i need one and pop in best to search for my headset again haha!

Tags replies :
MELIA: I MISS YOU HELLO LOADDDDS. and psst, I'm on hiatus from blogger. to wordpress nowwwww. (:
to melia : Miss ya too. and whats your url huh?
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-tony: yayy. Mum. can't wait to see you back in school : D
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ZhengDa: WEITING!!!! we have 4 more practice to SYF! Jiayou! haha. All of us can do this! =D
to zhengda : will de, thanks :) shoman: lols! look who's the pig talking =) hahas! to shoman : Im not okay wa lao! HMPH! ):

Control.

2009-03-19T19:02:00.002+08:00

What a grrrrrrrrrreat day ! Get my bum off my bed and off to school at 12.45 to go for ic registration at hall when i get that its just like 5 minutes , okay im done. WTH. go there for just a freaking 5 minutes. So waited and grace didnt bring her photo so went to look for AL with her, at which after waiting a while went home and rot. Then that pig(shoman tong) X; called me, then talk cock all this, he have 4 months of holiday but then bad for him have to go back simei ite after next week or what if im not wrong HAHAHA. Laugh at me la, :D AND SHOMAN TONG YOU ARE A PIG :D

Then began doing nothing, downloading music and music, i miss fiona ): I miss a lot of people RAWR. I want see ah gua. I want see quek. I want see that domo freak. I want see the weirdo. I want see everyone! And getting bored after each minutes pass. Tomorrow having exchange with chua chu kang. Lol i forget which dm is chua chu kang de, i only remember some that i always with de, X: haha, lets see tomorrow, maybe when i see the face i'll know then. Okay gotta download more songs to my ipod babeh! :D Ciao!

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Dilemma , a big one.

2009-03-17T18:49:00.002+08:00

Just came back from lesson not long ago, kinda okay. And been in a dilemma whether to sign up for registrations on going to sota or rather, school of the arts. Cos if not after o's i cant get in nafa cos im not an art student cos our school, weirdly, dont offer a maths to those who take art. So i haven ask for my parents consent, i scared they wont allow. And if i were to get accepted after my auditions in june, then i have to give up band and studies, somehow yea. But its my passion anw.

Tomorrow there'sband, oh wow. I've been busy by this packed schedule that i cant attend t8 class chalet today, was suppose to go their bbq. They are such good people and ask me to go, when i cant, cos of lessons and tomorrow there's band so i will be very tired though, so i have to give it a miss. And there's maths test, A maths during school reopen, somemore is after school. Worst still, my saxophone tutor coming in 3.30 i wonder how will i rush to it manzxzxzx. Left so lil days to syf still got such lame shit. OH GOD.

Precisely, everything been's fine. Michelle kinda is cheerful alil. And huisiang say we this week holiday then they ite next week start for 3 weeks. ><>
I wonder where i should go on sunday, got a feeling of going out siol. Maybe ask yingqing they all if wanna go out, if not then i very sian lor. At home dunno how long never go out liao due to common test and stuffs. Anw, gonna go CIAO!

close my eyes.

2009-03-16T23:32:00.001+08:00

Im going to sleep now, been busy doing my blog and stuffs so din have much time to blog, maybe will blog tomorrow, look out of updates!

2009-03-14T17:18:00.004+08:00

Dear Mr BM. I don't really know how to tell you this, but Our affair is over. I think I realized it Last year With George Bush and his wife and I saw you Ignore Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're Middle-class enough to understand How boring you are. I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep Your neighbour Martin as a memory. You should also know that I Always wanted to break, Cocaine abuse.
(In Pain),
M.

Lol that's somehow a quiz. I taken it from Zian's blog. LOL. will post the instructions at the end of the post most probably. Yea, reached home for ard one hour. Just train-ed by one hour journey from jurong to hougang. Quite tiring huh. Was listening to my ipod and was so tired that i slept so soundly. But i keep waking up cos i scared will sleep until forget to alight but didnt so thank good. Oh how great, mum's out of town. So cant go out. So sad. And yea, she's coming back tomorrow yea, and how great again that my phone is spoilt so dad gave me his old one, so old until no memory card then have to delete my messages every single day cos not enough space. So great. WOW.

Cant imagine how i will survive with my sec three work. Oh great i really need to stop sleeping during almost all lessons and stop copying work and not doing it. Cos my grades drop a lil somehow. If not i wont be able to get edusave scholarship this year like how i did last two years. And when i grow up, i want to own tons of posh cars, tons of sport cars, i want to be famous, i want to be a taitai, and i want to marry a rich millionaire. Okay thats crap. I think i wont be marrying though, and be a lonely old hag, its better than going through relationships and getting hurt again and again. Being the one thats been dumped always. Hah, its so great. How great it is.

And i want money to shop like mad, seriously im running out of clothes to wear X; lol. And i cant imagine the long boring ride to SCH. its truly a bore to me. RAWR. and while the prefects are enjoying im here doing nothing. Cant really go for the camp cos i have tuition today and the only day to replace it is tomorrow, but the camp falls on both days so i have to give it a miss. Not i dont want to go alright. Ciao.

Instructions:

Answer the questions in the quiz and insert your answers in the corresponding question numbers in the letter.

The letter:

Dear (the last person who text messaged you:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is over

White - I'll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn't match

Grey - You're a pervert

Yellow - I'm selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You're a loser

Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kabob - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women's clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy statue

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. -Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High

House - Scarred

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn't exist (BUT HE DOES!!!)

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we're cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Overjoyous - That I'm open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - The cut toenails

Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David's tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always will remember

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go Burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - F***off now

France - In pain

pump it.

2009-03-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

Michelle rocks being single.

I am seriously beginning to get backaches. Seriously speaking. My bag weigh tons of kilos due to the thickness of each textbook even though it varies, and the number of subject each day. My back have since been feeling sharp pain every now and then. And somemore, my bone got prob also. Dunno why, my ankle not fractured or sprain but dunno why walk got pain sia. HAHA. Anw, today we spend almost the whole day slacking except after recess. First period english mdm kiren went to discovery centre with her class then got relieve teacher. Was decorating the class then din do the work she gave but quickly copied and hand in haha,

Then because were decorating and was so engross, mdm lim let us use her 4 periods to decorate finish. So others were doing their own stuffs while me, darrel, regina, grace and others were doing the notice board. Do it more and more got the feeling liao. In the end, the product = so nice. Haha, okay a lil bhb. Anw, mr pang din go back his promises. He did treat us to pizza. Canadian one, GINA BE JEALOUS BE VERY JEALOUS. Then use it to teach us about the bio stuffs that is kinda link to it. So cool. He say i will be very happy for his lesson. you know why cos everytime during his lesson i always very hungry de always wanting lesson to end so i can go and eat. Lol. I sounded like some glutton. But cos hor i dunno why suddenly appetide increase very fast hungry. LOL.

Today band got another conductor came. Okay, weilong and me kinda cant take it, and was laughing all the way. The way he speaks and the way he teach is so funny can. But mr lun was angry cos of the lack of discipline. Yea, somehow i agree with him. Yea truely, totally. Lol. Holiday seems like no holiday sia. Have band monday, wednesday, friday due to syf. And got extra lessons on tue and need to go sch on thurs for ic registration so is everyday go back lor. Then have english homework, need do compre and compo. bio got other sch test paper for us to do. social studies need do mind map and then have maths homework too. Wa die like that. Friday we going to cckss for band exchange. Weird. ahha. Ciao.

2009-03-11T23:20:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

in few days time, i'll changed into my superwoman's uniform and save the world.

2009-03-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Days to SYF : 21 days (just nice 3 weeks)

56 : Sengkang Symphonic Band.

Looking at they days left, getting more and more less = no more slacking during band practices. even though yea, saxophone is always the most slacking group. = No more time to concentrate on stupid things. Band = number one priority. Yea, that should be the way. Hahas. Gotten back the pathetic passport photo that we have taken few months back, it was so goddamn ugly, will upload it tomorrow i guess. And decided to use my photo that i use in passport for my ic. Cos have to register with photo on 19. Haha. And it took AL so many goddamn days to actually pass it to us. Its like is she a paedophile that have to keep it to herself. OMG!

Mother tongue lesson was as boring as ever having 4 periods. Imagine the number of hours wasted. Haha, lucky syf is on monday = no mother tongue, no cme, no a maths, no chemistry = COOL. And guess what is my mother tongue get? I am so goddamn weak for cheena please. I suck at those gong he tian kong where you have to choose the particular words to match up with other words in the passage. I got 2/10. cool huh. And overall i got 50/100 just pass. Lucky my spelling full marks pull me up. First time chinese got a c6. during sec one i was a1. LOL. Weiling purposely flunk it. Dunno what the hell is she thinking lor.

And happy birthday to mr JONNY BRAVO. JONATHAN TEO MING YUAN A.K.A BOTAK. :D i gave him more than 15 birthday bashes and 3 head concussion. HAHAHA. Okay, shouldnt sound so evil and so macho later people avoid me sia. X: Band didnt touch on sectionals cos have to go with sec ones. But see their footdrills standard for sec one , erm, is okay la. LOL. at least they understand what we are trying to convey haha. But will get better de i hope :) Cos i understand what they are feeling now, everytime band practice = footdrills. My sec one days are worst then them, at least they get to try on instruments, we leh immediately footdrills that one is really worst of the worst.

Okay la, aaron says HE IS NERVOUS FOR SYF. hoho. who dont? HAHA. I tell you i dont care you better change the orange braces the next dental treatment okay. If not im not talking to you with your mouth open, revealing the orange braces. so omg. HMPH! And i guess im pretty gl and too hyper today. LOL. Always smiling non stop and going crazy with ah long during full band so funny. Never see how we up our saxophones together LOL. Ciao!

when i smile, have you wondered if i am really smiling？

2009-03-07T23:12:00.004+08:00

That's the only time i've ever smiled so naturally. They are the ones who never fails to make me laugh, to make me smile. We have been through so long through thick and thins, through teacher's scoldings. And the happiest moments is of course class chalet. That's the only time when i really enjoyed and really smile for real. Other than that, when i smile, i smile for the sake of smiling, cos i dont want you to think i am actually very depressed inside me. I dont want you guys to say why i suddenly from one crazy woman become on depression girl. I dont want.

I've said enough, I've gave up enough, I've hurt enough. And i should let it come to a point that i shall remain single until i really think he is worth. Suddenly, i've lost interest in man. I dont see guys and look at guys(okay normally i dont do that, i dont look for guys who have great abs or whatever cos i dont love guys base on appearance even though i dont know why my ex(s) seem to have that). I've officially attached to those guys on top. They are what i call my real real warmth. Especially that two girls, goh yingqing and quek wei ling. Quek wei ling, the one who squash my breast under water when we go swimming during class chalet.

They rock my socks. So well, yea. Summary of my common test : even there's all A. It wasnt good. English : 20/25 (a1). Emaths 37/40 (a1) pure biology 38/50 (a1) pure chem 36/50 (a2) amaths 29/40 (a2). A maths is the worst. I've lost 11 marks all due to careless. What the heck. And today was raining like hell. I went to cine after tuition to buy my ipod screen protector then when down eat LJS then saw raining like hell. Then i bo bian drench then go heeren to walk thinking rain will stop. But it didnt. So chiong from there to lucky plaza and went underpass to wisma. Fortunately after some time it managed to stop.

Theres some things which i really dunno why i will not stop thinking. I will think is x too tired after all the workout today? hah. But i think x also wont think too much though. Anw, 2e2 ncc people become the monk gang. Cos they all cut botak go spec course. Haha. Kenrick, kaijie, james and jonathan cut first. Darren they all i think later they then cut, but most probably they wont. We have fun touching his bald head lol!

Finally i've come to a conclusion that yea, BFF is correct, being single is the best. Thanks for telling me that all the while hinting me to let go. However, from now im dead, so numb and tired and want to sleep and remain sleeping for the rest of my life.

翁玮婷已经被爱伤死了。

2009-03-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

I want to sleep and dont wake up. Thats how tired i am now. And few months back it was that happy in the picture. Hah. dont want to think. Bio gotten a1. And yea. i cant say much liao. Tmr have tuition so have to sleep early. Nights. Ciao.

Because i chose it myself.

2009-03-05T19:03:00.004+08:00

That picture there was so many months back when i was so black, yea. And that time things were better. And ordered my red nano online on sunday and it arrived yesterday. So happy :D Its so goddamn freaking hot! IT SO HOT. lol. okay. I hate stalkers, and some days back some weird guy i dont know add me on msn and say some weird stuff to me, things that i did : block him immediately. Why? He's probably a paedofile(?) for christ sake! I hate stalkers seriously. Mr pang still din give us back the papers, he say tomorrow, but i dunno really a not leh. Wa lao. But then we did the SPA today for benedict's test and the oil one. Plus the biuret test haha. Darrel taken photos of the pretty colours, will upload it once i take from him.

And i seriously need this > $$$. Hah, im going broke soon, sooner or later la. And i wanna go kbox, i wanna go to a place where i can scream my lungs out and nobody will care, i want to vent my anger on things and i seriously want to stab someone. Okay, i should relax, im without steriods lol, natural steriods in me, make me so energetic so crazy. And, syf is coming im getting freaked out by the fact that once tomorrow has come, it will left with 10/9 practices left to syf. OMG. omg, seriously OH.MY.GOD.

And dalston have been improving on his clothings. (lol jk) haha. Im just being lame, i seriously have nothing else to write about. Suddenly i feel pretty lost and empty inside, 2e2 no longer back. We wont have last time when we will no fail play wrestling every day, throw paper balls, and is the most noisy one in the whole level until when its only at the end of the corridor also can hear the sound. I will miss the funny moments when we were so noisy and if have teachers all of us will like quickly run back to our seats, yea we might be the second best class but our noise isnt for second best class. Some teacher even say we should be named 2t2. What the heck? Is not that i look down on technical or what. I DONT. but then very mean. And our class is so bad and united that last year end of year, just finish the first paper of the day, we started to throw paper balls already. And i cant miss the moments when we were always so noisy and everyone will be going "why suddenly so quiet ah" if there's no noise cos we gotten used to the noise. i will miss the noticeboard that i decorate using so much hardwork. Really, i will.

Once a chaoskid, forever a chaoskid. Without any of us, even one, we cant make noise like we used to. Even though 3e1 may be noisy at times, 2e2'08 is infinity times louder and much united than it. OH WELL. Its just plainly crap. But fear not, there's another class chalet there maybe going on during june or dec, according to weiling la. But this year class chalet is totally diff, even though still same ppl. I may not go. I dont feel like getting back what i had last year, the fun. And being the happiest and fortunate person on earth. Ciao.

Love hurts

2009-03-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

To my greatest bff, thanks for every single moments I had with you. And I respect you and your decision that's why I am willing to let go even thoug hesistating at first. I wish you to find your happiness soon! Make sure you find someone much better, more kind and generous than me. I won't care so much if any girls will be going to best to find you as her new date, anyway goodluck and thanks for everything once again.
my English gotten a1 was so happy ! 20/25. First time wor and I hate the rain , because of you I am sneezing for the past few days. Oh god! I wanna change every single memory of mine I want, it can make my life not so miserable ): please god please. I have nothing much to say. Ciao

2009-03-03T17:08:00.003+08:00

Worst come to worst, i'll kick you out of my mind.

Hey ho, see that pretty picture up there, ignore my face, i mean barack obama. Lol, grace cut it out from reader digest. Haha, i love the obama with bangs, damn chio :D And i hate raining even though i like it somehow cos its cooling. Now very sian. My ss gonna get so low, cos see that mdm wee i wanna vomit. Listen to her will die, see her write her unreadable words = gone. I want my papers back leh ): Hah. Some got back liao, except english and bio. A maths = 29/40 E maths = 37/40. Chem = 36/50. Wa lao very piss off for a maths one more mark a1. Haiz.

Today went to com lab then is like freezing okay, somemore raining you know. hate today la, so long. Wa liao people go home sleeping liao we still sit down there open chemistry textbook listen her talk. Sian. But i also everytime dont listen de, i mostly sleep de. Now khalidha gone even better can sleep in ss class liao :D Hehe, i'll edit when i have time to :D And curse the bloody pet society have maintainence. HMPH!

Heard that syf is on april fool. Is like omg. Why on earth did they choose it on such dates? So that they can fool us when they announce the results? What a good thing to do manzxzxzx. Big applause to the person who chose it. WOW. EXCELLENT. MARVELOUS. FANTASTIC. BRILLIANT. Ciao.

been too much.

2009-02-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

Finally a decent post of the week. Cos its been the common test week. First three days of the week, and most of them were to be resting by thurs. But we, pure classes is having bio common test on friday. Suck. Yea, e maths have 37/40. Which was stupid could have gotten 40. Guess our class msg? 1 point something. Out of 37, we gotten 35 a1 one a2 and er one failure. I guess,

shouldnt blame ppl who fail huh? Its bad enough to have fail. Whats more, the only one who fail. Okay dont say liao, and band was okay, just ignore the fact that mr lun din came and ms tan screamed at us, but she make sense though. Tomorrow going jurong point most probably, and should be not going to kenrick party. i din have the mood heh. ): im different nowadays, but ppl cant seem to realise...

crushed.

2009-02-20T15:49:00.002+08:00

Enough of all the apologies or should i say all the shit emo emotions i've let it out, ignore it. Yea, as what brandon said, i am not strong, and i know that, he want to know what happen to me, he told me this : you think you very strong arh, keep things up to yourself. but thats me, thats what i always do, i cant seem to find anybody that is really always will listen to my rantings about this and that. i cant, and i had enough, fiona said one thing that i really 100% agree to her, GUYS ARE JERKS. no matter how they are, even if they are good, bad innocent or whatever, they will still be jerks one day you this lil innocent girl out there shall know.

Common test on monday, and sunday going for syf rehearsal, so its quite tough for me to cope and handle, yea, my a maths got 19/20 one more mark lost to the part where its a cubic equation and i forget to put one more solution, which cost me one mark, slap myself man. Always bad things fall on me, hmph! after common test maybe go out for movies with ah ling they all, anw, peeps out there, your wanna a companion to go out to beach, movies, shopping or whatever the place is, not clubbing can already cos later people scold, i'll always be free. IM 24/7 ring me up or message me @ 9322 3405. Prank calls/ messages aint entertained.

I should be going back to study already now, so finish up and i'll go. And yea, going tuition tomorrow at just maths then go for a hair cut, lol. i am not cutting it short, lol siao my hair so long cut short for what siol. SIAO. And yea, im tired of everything, let god do the whole thing, if you really have conscience, you should go and search for it, and see if you are really guilty, if you are then maybe you are not that jerk anyway, and yea if you arent feeling any remorse, then you should be right now. When the guilts set up, hope it go down your throat and chokes you to death. Okay, im too evil, ignore that. ): Whatever it is, michelle is not strong as said by brandon, so dont think im so big size have a strong heart, i dont have. For your information, i've lost interest. Ciao.

valentines day is boo-sheet

2009-02-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

If i ever see superman, i'll kick his booties and slap him in his face.

Time have really pass very fast. No doubt i've enjoyed this process but always there would be some sacrificing. I have really no idea why am i getting more and more similar to the oh-so-emo kang mei xian? opps, should be denise. X: I have no idea. It is not mood swing, i myself have no idea why listening to songs will make me cry, why seeing laughters will make me envy. But who cares? Now michelle have her own freedom to fly wherever she wants.

Ironic as it may seem, look back at the sec one michelle, look at how she writes, look at her appearance, one word = total-unglam(!) okay, maybe thats two word, not including the dash. I think my choice of coming into pure class is a very bad choice. Number one, band. Number two, studies. Number three, friend ( okay a lil weird cos every single day also with them.) and lastly, fourth, sleeping time. I totally can never have a really good sleep since the beginning of the year. It have really been us and down for me, emotions problem. And blah blah blah. Even though i sleep at night, when i wake up, i really can feel i do not have good sleep and doesnt have much energy legt, that kind of feeling. Adding on, my lessons are long and always you will catch me sleeping in classes is because one : i cannot take it already, two : the teacher talk until make me more want to sleep.

I should have chose physics/chem (combi) and land myself into E2. That will be a very good choice though. Lesser stress, more friends. But then regretting now wont change anything. Regretting now wont change the fact that kenneth broke with me on christmas eve when i travelled all the way from bugis to expo just to see him and he broke up with me. Regretting now wont change the type of stess that i have. I am a pretty easy contented girl, if you treat me well, i will treat you well too. You talk to me, i'll talk to you. i dont have high expectations. But because of me being uber naive, my life sucks. COMPLETELY.

Conclusion of it is that, dont believe people so easily like me. The more close you are with the person, the more risky it will be. However, this habit of mine, can never be changed. I've been like that for years. My friends know that. You dont do things that i dont like then is okay, not like nabil purposely knock zongxuan hang then hit my ass. This is not acceptable, i can sue him for sexually harrasing me. And not like alex always coming so close to me when in hall purposely sit beside me squeeze until i no space, make me so uncomfortable. I DONT LIKE SO EYER ! ): Recently, been with angeline, she very friendly. Chatted with her, send her home, went cross country with her. her laughters also very crazy. LOL. jk X:

Cross country ran with yingqing, we slacked so in the end i got 102 she got 103 placing for the whole sec 3,4,5. which really suck lots. After that sat bus with ncc guys plus yh they all. And ate mac for dinner. Then waited for my 72 i am so goddamn pissed off. I waited for 35 minutes, for that freaking bus. 30 minutes waiting time, 5 minutes for everyone to go into the bus. Its like what the hell la. BOO-SHEET. Today went for a maths tuition at jurong and then headed back home cos sis going out at night, then if come back at night hor no one at home open door for me, so bo bian have to come back. This valentines is completely boosheet for me. HMPH! nevermine, going shopping tomorrow with fiona :D thanks for the beautiful rose and chocolates. love ya :D Ciao.

i thought it hard.

2009-02-10T17:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, thats the rest i can provide, others you go see their blog can liao. I dowan put all. i will put it in friendster alright. :D So yea, today the 7 subjects day :D LOL. anw, thanks kenneth for being the first to wish me happy birthday :D 2nd was lesbo :D then orange, bengchew, jaslyn,damien, zian, ah ling and aaron. Thanks and many more that send me messages in the morning Thanks ALOT. Thanks damien for giving me the nice name. Thanks weiling and regina for giving me the biggest soft toy i ever have, the cute little mickey mouse that i will hug it every single day. Thanks ah gua and jonny for the weird looking animal. Thanks chang and yi kai for the coolest pillow cum speaker :D Thanks, i have lots of fun in sentosa :D

So yea. i enjoyed it. I threw 2 one dollar coins after i make a wish inside the sea. But it wont work. I know. Kenneth chat with me during 12 plus am on 9 feb he was like im sorry, then im going, sorry for what, its not your fault. Although i wont tell you what's my wish. but its obvious enough. HAIZ. SO yea, been going up to hall for the last two days for the korea presentation thingy and need to go up again next two days. LOL. And, syf coming soon, common test coming soon. Valentine's on sat, dun even know if im going out lor. If going out with fiona not other people, i buy her roses :D she my best dearest cousie for 15 years of my life, :D Love her.

And i'll buy cookies for people like, gyq, qwl, :D and maybe angeline :D hehe. Alright shall stop here. :D Toodles! :D

i love my friends.

2009-02-08T22:26:00.007+08:00

let pictures do the talking, will upload the rest when have ample time.

lost.

2009-02-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

Yea, somehow things work well if both are not couples.

Am pretty happy. Yea. When to tuition at amaths. Finally two years of sec one and two without tuition. I have amaths tuition is because i kiasu, amaths tuition is like extra precaution sort of thing. Then went to granny house and headed of to bugis with fiona. Bought the bag i wanted and bought damien's present. HAH. Doesnt want to say much, totally have no mood now. And yea, tomorrow gonna be a very good day. And i received 7 angpaos, and because of the economic crisis, it isnt much haha. Ciao!

weird, totally.

2009-02-06T22:51:00.003+08:00

I think somehow, i've surrended to myself.

This week going to be a interesting one though. Yea kinda. Yesterday mother treated me to fish and co for dinner. Met her at around 6 at orchard station and then headed to ck tang cos she say there's sales for levis, and she want to buy for me :) And yea, bought one. Haha. Love it! to the max yo. And going out on sunday with damien and co. to celebrate my birthday and his. Cos his is on 8 which is sun mine is on 9 which is on mon. So celebrate together lor. And met my primary school chinese teacher on bus. She say i changed a lot she cant recognise me liao lol. And finally can have ic, lol seems that time have been very fast. Yea, im 15 already. LOL! okay, damien say he go temple then the person say we both born in the year of rooster then will add 2 more years in chinese while others in the year of dog will be 16 only. That makes me so old. Ouch.

today, maths period was like omg shxt alright. At first we were somehow leading behind e2 i guess they were 2.2 if im not wrong. Now AL shoot so fast and finish 2.1,2.2,2.4 in one shot. And giving us three papers only when one paper have the individual homework and adds up become alot. After recess is bio spa prac. It sucks to the max. Im stinking my hand cutting potato strips with ~~knife~~ penknife is like omg, when on earth ppl use pen knife cut potato. Some more have to be specific until must be 6.0 cm 0.5 cm by 0.5 cm. Is like it that ages for me to cut even one la. Then mr phang cannot take it liao say i waste time no time liao he come to my rescue and in 5 to ten minutes i finish cutting the remaining 5 haha. But in the also we waste two periods only cutting haha. Then faster zhao already.

Band didnt want to elaborate, was pretty much tiring and yea, was feeling not too good. Denise said my appearance was like im going to faint soon kind of face lol. And cant wait to see who buy for me what. LOL. Kenneth buying me a bear :) I am so gonna hug is and cuddle it every single day, and it will be my new sleeping partner :) haha. I doubt any is buying me sunflowers. *pouts. nevermine, i'll wait for valentines lol. Okay thats even worst hah. Anw, i am supposingly having this mindset that swimmers are so goddamn hot when this micheal phelps was out in the papers and reported of having dunno what kind of drugs or whatever, totally insulting hah. anw, if i were to swim, im definitely gonna drown one day, and i doubt people will even save me manzxzxzxz. pray hard it wont happens. Oh, god. Hallelujah! Ciao.

in disguise.

2009-02-03T19:09:00.003+08:00

okay, im writing bullshit now, so many things go through my mind. Cant even think properly. Haven even ask my father if i can go on sun with damien they all to celebrate bd. Hmm. Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL GOH JIA LING ;D. lol, im washing all my brain cells away, preparing chem test and chinese test tmr. heh, been so tired until i cant keep myself focus, and listening to miss loh talking chem make me even want to sleep. So cant stand it and lie on the table and sleep. And my gastric din seem to like me either. Been worst this few days. Morning eat bread before come sch, then around 9 like that pain liao then very hungry cannot tahan. Also dunno why sia.

And i look like some freak in this picture. I with orange then the wheel keep turning so me, hanging on the rope also follow it to turn for 360 degree. lol. And yea, im still quite stress ): I really very tired liao leh. And dunno what will happen to me on my bd. Dunno that quekwl will do what to me. I very scared you know. ): I want my teddy bear that i can hug ): I want new mp3 my one spoil like shit. And i want a human present manzxzxzxz. ): I can go die liao la. Here pain there pain everywhere also pain. Bruises finally away from my skin, throat still de same. I can go change sex le lah. Become guys no need wait for break voice also sound like one guy.

I dont like guys who say shit things and pretend like you know me. I dont like okay. I love guys who wear pink and be so oh-so-sweet to his gf. That type i like :D I like musical box, if any sweet guys give me one i'll be loving him to death :D Of cos the musical box must be very sweet that type de lah. aiyah, tomorrow still got band. wa liao will die alright. CD lesson = die. see AL want die liao. HAH. very sian dowan talk liao. Ciao!

im so sorry.

2009-02-02T21:11:00.002+08:00

Somehow, im tired of everything, really. I guess, at the start, i was so confident that i wont break down. But now, im getting more and more not confidence with myself. i have nothing to say.

god dont torture me please.

2009-01-30T21:36:00.004+08:00

Can i slap you and say i love you? Can i?

Michelle is still sick. Michelle is still sick. Michelle is still sick. I dont want to die ): Me, the no use superwoman, is dying because no one is going to take care of me. She is having cough(still same), flu, having headache now and then. No one is going to take care of me like how i was being take care of ): I dont want to die, i dont want to feel this insecurity that makes me feel i will break down anytime. I've somehow lost everything beside me, yeah, if you think ignoring me will makes me hate you even more, then you are very well wrong. It makes me love you even more. Sometimes i really think, do you really know how i feel for you? Do you? Do you really know how stress i am? Do you? Do you really know how many freaking times i've cried each day? I doubt. I dont need your sympathy, i just want you to love me thats all. Besides, i am very tired of everything. Really, but somehow i really wont give up. Oh god, can you just give me a death sentence instead of torturing me like this?

Making me hating you thats the last thing you will wish to have thought, because i wont. You will only be wasting your efforts. I've done several things, i been putting in the biggest effort, i told myself to watch my words, i concentrate on my studies, and worst of all, it didnt help at all. I would have thought it earlier that being shy wasnt the real me for people, but thats what i am, even though i may seem outspoken, but im not. Worst of all, with me so big size, i have the weakest heart of all. Yea, laugh all you like. Im like that, i dont really want to continue my life, going on like this, it seem pointless. I may say i wont go into depression like how i did for darren, but who knows what will happen next.

So i shall not continue talking, because as i write this whole chunk of words, tears have already roll down my cheeks, continue falling and i wonder when will it stop. I wonder when will i ever smile as happily few months back. Tests and tests are coming. Bio test got a pathetic 22/28. So stupid, i have many many careless mistakes. And guess what good luck for my a maths test today, which the remainder theroem, i din know no need divide if answer is f(-3) = -375. I went on to divide it then my answer was -125 which was wrong, so i think still got marks for all that, and only question 3 i din have the confidence, if not i very well think the paper is okay. And will definitely pass. Sad as i may seem, i want new mp3 player, i want new bolster to hug, maybe even a teddy bear that is so nice to cuddle or a bunch of sunflowers may seem good. Hah, who cares about me now. No one.

Band today was somehow okay, but after the saxophone teacher come, then not so boring liao. He good sia. Thats what i can say, dont want to elaborate so much. And yea, my life been so boring as ever. And will be going to cp for dinner before heading to uncle's house this sun. Cos mother say haven pai nian and give ang pao to uncle's sons. so bo bian lor. I told someone this, i feel like slapping him you know. But i know i said it out of anger, because i know i never will put myself to do that. Never will i. Ciao!

no longer superwoman, unless you regain my power.

2009-01-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

Look at the picture and absorb as much as information as you can. If any faggot or moron is so going to do that infront of me, im gonna smack the person like hell. It will only make me feel MORE worst and MORE pathetic, cos it will remind me of every sweet lil moments i have, worst of all, i may break into tears, as you know, michelle has a very weak heart so is very easy to break into tears once you aggitate her with a very heartbreaking information. So please, kiss or french kiss or whatever, your want open, can dont do infront of me can liao, if not your die.

Okay back to main point, today went to amk first, cos my father side very lil people so go there first. My usual every year routine is go to amk first then go jurong. Like that okay liao. Cos my mother side alot of people 20 to 30 plus aunties so is enough already. Din gamble at father side, so reach mother side already 3 plus liao. Then start i lost around 20 plus, at night then i chiong with my cousin bet 2 bucks all the way, then in the end win back my 20 bucks. Oh ya, yesterday my cheeena birthday then got ang pao siol. :D hehehe. LOL, very happy. HAHA.

Anw, very sianzxzxzx. Dunno how will i be able to spend my this year birthday, dunno if damien got hold birthday party not, if not can celebrate together, and my birthday wish i already know it will never be fulfilled. I know and i still hope that it will happen. I believe in miracles, but sometimes, not to put in too much high hopes, but still i hope it will very well happen. ): make my this year's birthday the most memorable one. Besides, my valentines already gone case liao, unless he really on the day ask me out la, then not gone case liao. Din take much photos, but will upload still. Just wait lor. Michelle eng is currently out of job, no longer able to fly around as superwoman, cos losing all my powers. ): Ciao!

i hate the word promise.

2009-01-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

Its because i truly love you thats why i blush when you kiss me on the cheeks.

Okay, been making my dead, so now give it a cpr to revive it. These few days was okay la. The chinese new year celebration was not as exciting as ever. Bad thing about it, was that after it we still have prefect training at 2.30 to 6.30. At first our plan was to go vivo for inkheart. But what happens was this prefect training coming between and clashing so we have no choice but to give it up. Ncc guys : darren, kaijie, ivan, with zongxuan and damien and brandon with me and yingqing went cp to makan.

Headed for kopitiam and had to split into two groups cos too many people. Then the training started with the human bingo. And was playing around with miss neo camera and camwhoring with yingqing. Shall upload it if gotten from yingqing. Anw, just around 1 hour to go and its cheena new year liao. And happy chinese birthday to myself :D Okay, thats the most pathetic thing of all, that is to wish myself happy birthday. That is totally pathetic. Shall take many many photos tomorrow, and spam this blog. My wish for my birthday? I said it before, shant repeat it :D If you are real sweet, then you give me the thing i want then, but its hard alright. :D

Just return from my reunion dinner, and having a big pimple on my chin area, it totally sucks. AHHHHHHHHHHH. Oh ya, saw orange yesterday on bus :D haha. I want ang pao ang pao ang pao :D Some weirdo ask from me sia, but then the thing is im not married sia :D Im still single, not attached, not yet engaged, ask from me for what. :D But that doesnt give it a point that im available or whatever. HAH. Im pretty much still sick. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Shoo illness Shoo. Ciao!

I dont want to know.

2009-01-22T18:41:00.002+08:00

Things always come and go, but i didnt know i've lost the chance.

I've regretted things in my life, being to let go. And to hear my mother's advice to give up ballet. I love dancing ALOT. But because at that time my mum think i cant catch up with studies so she ask me to stop. I want to continue it, but i think cant, its been very long already. ): Oh well. I think shall keep my post short today. Going to study for tomorrow's bio camp. Ciao!

well everything is always worth the try.

2009-01-21T21:37:00.003+08:00

acceptance is the way, the real thing is willing to wait.

First and for all, Happy Happy Birthday to Lee Miao Qiao and her twin sister Lee Miao Ying :D Hope your birthday wishes come true :D Today, have the most exciting day ever. Thought it was boring or what cos have mother tongue for 4 periods. So when zhang li xin say our class tooooo full liao say can transfer to 3EC then if not space then go D. So i and weiling write our name lor. We help brandon to write.

After phototaking, then we went back class, so weiling gone for netball. Then zhang li xin say i cant get into the C so bo bian go D. Anw, going D also not bad, got my ahbu, kenrick, james and many more. Tay pei ching also very nice okay. LOL. And, with her, is much better than zhang li xin, so i dont regret changing into D but not C. Yea, so im sastified with it :D And, having sooooooo bored with cd lesson, that form teacher of us, managed to "entertain" us by showing us the pictures she took during camp. I shall cope it from darrel and show you. Hope you are "entertained" when i show you too. LOL.

So, after that have some normal routine, finishing up with chemistry and then went to basketball court with the guys, yan heng they all. I think im always the only girl lor. But they are my brothers leh.So, me being soooooooooo pathetic hungry, and always so kind, they dowan to accompany to makan cos want to play basketball. So i suggested to be the mac delivery and went to rivervale plaza to help jonathan, bryan , yanheng,ivan and myself to buy food. I wasnt bias alright, i ask alot of time only they want to eat. So jonathan ordered one double plain cheeseburger, changed to ice milo upsized, ivan and yanheng ate fillet o fish meal, bryan had chocolate sundae and i ate chicken grilled foldover or whatever the name is. And i realised i bought wrong food lor. I wanna kfc the banito, i mistaken it for the mac de. So by the time i reach there, too late liao. anw, i took only ard 10 minutes to move from sch to rivervale plaza, and ordering plus waiting time, and carrying four big plastic bag, to basketball court.

Then, the people who buy bubbletea reached later than me lor. X: haha, so we settled down and makan, and everyone came munching our fries. Halfway through the prefects came say miss neo want see me, so i went lor, dunno what happen. Very scared then go in the end, they bluff me de lor. Is of the cny celebration thingy de, scare me sia. So was acting through the script then keep on laughing because of jean being de so call nerd. HAHA. When it was time went to band, and they play wrestling and was quite amazed by the number of people that came to band as in sec ones. Alot came to see see. Good sia! Very happy siol. Then mdm yeo came in halfway say hor teacher complain say we band told her scotch tape is transparent blu tag. And who's the speaker? None other than aaron. His english very powerful siol! So have whole day tiring spent on band. Playing overture over and over again, thats why its called overture. HAHA. And maybe going out with russell, yingqing, brandon for movies :D this friday, cos no band. HAHA. Okay, shall update tomorrow!

P.S. My guess is soooooooooooo correct, fionasohyuru, have a valentines date which leaves me alone. always. Nevermind, i am not blaming her, she's my darling anyway. So going valentines alone again. Hah, who cares about me. Hmph. Ciao!

face up to reality

2009-01-20T20:36:00.004+08:00

In the verge of tears, i just have to go with your decision, even though im feeling very bad inside, i still have to let you choose.

Okay, i know this is the second post but ya, this is the real post of the day. Just now just vent it all out. And guess what? i just woke up from my afternoon nap, cos was feeling very sick. So yea, ate my panadol, and cant keep my eye from staying open so drop on my bed hugging my bolster and sleep. Lol thinking about bolster just remember last time someone said that like wants to be my bolster sia. Lol.

Yea, have tons of homework today, and during chemistry miss loh very funny sia. Cos i never do the homework cos din knew today need hand in so she just said, you must everyday do homework de mah, LOL. And tomorrow have band. Omg, nobody wants saxophone. Oh well, saxophone sooooooooooooo sexy your dun want ah, dunno how to appreciate. And my eyes dunno why swollen, maybe i cry toooo much this few days. The tears just kept falling at night i have no idea how to stop it.

okay i have to stop talking about it. And my school bag is very heavy today. I hate tuesdays have 6 subjects all in one day. So even if its only one period i still have to bring the book so imagine how many books there are, and estimate the thickness of amaths, emaths,pure bio, pure chem, geog, ss. Is sooooooooooooo thick okay. I have backache now, i wish someone know how to massage and help me massage sia ): I want i want i want. I want to head to marina square and buy the tank i saw on sat when out with kenneth. Okay, its before i was with him, i saw it. The shop have alot alot alot nice nice nice belts. So zomg. (!) its so love man ! First thing to change about myself, stop speaking vulgar, stop speaking like one chaoahlian, stop being sooooooooo i dunno la. Jesus, please change me thanks. ):

Valentines day is coming, so is cny, so is my bd. Want know who's my valentines? She's fionasohyuru. Lol, kidding la, think she got date sia. ): i loner leh. P.S. he want be monk i be nun lor. Ciao!

2009-01-20T17:57:00.002+08:00

Michelle now is very sick, having to swallow strepsils every now and then, with a sore throat, and a so-not-michelle voice. So this are the few things you shouldnt do to avoid getting sick too. Avoid having any oral contact with me, do not share any food with me, and dont stand toooooooo close to me. Yea, the michelle now had change, she should be smiling every second and be the crazy michelle like i always do, but ever since christmas, she never seem to have really smiled for real. Perhapys things shouldn be what it is now. But i cant do anything.

What is stress to you? I have tons of stress, billions of it. I have to handle family problems, handling studies without tuition, smiling to make people think that im actually alright when all i always do is to sit at a corner and cry secretly, handling relationship issues that make me cry every night and make my brain burst, stress over band, doing tons of homework, envy at people going out with friends freely when all i can do is stare. I really wish i can fly like a bird, and enjoy the wind, at night sit with my loved ones looking at the stars enjoying the sunset before that. In the morning having your love on by the side, seeing the sunrise together, having heart to heart talks.

But it seem too hard to be true. All i want for my birthday this year is (insert word here). If who ever give me that, i will be soooooooo touched and break down and cry. I swear. But perhaps everything isnt meant for me to be soooo good. And my life is like that, all i can do is to accept it. Becoming sick during cny is worse. But having my chinese bd on every cny eve and sick is even worse. Lets see who shall be the superman that can rescue me from my misery illness. Ciao!

cca carnival

2009-01-16T23:22:00.003+08:00

sax-aye : urooj, choon kun, fanny, dalston, me, ahlong :D

sky band.

flute + saxaphones.

hehe, lol, shameera's expression quite cute ehs. and i seeeeeee orange.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
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heart of gold.

2009-01-16T22:18:00.002+08:00

if god gave me half a million us bucks, i'll donate it to charity.

Okay, its common sense that i've came back from camp, cum army training or whatever, that make my leg beautiful with the wonderful nice scratches, and tons of blue black with mosquito bites. Oh ya, beautiful, certainly. But gained back with tons of friends, been laughing all the way from the custom without getting beautiful sleep. Cos this stupid guy make me cant sleep talking cock all the way. Oh ya, let me elaborate.

First day go school assemble at hall, so we were like doing some work as in filling the immigration cards. And keeping passports. So, after a whole long time at the hall, we finally boarded the bus. And reached there around 11 plus if im not wrong. So when reached there then so call check in to the bunks and all that. For your information, we are sleeping on wooden planks in pulai. And then we assemble again then have ice breaking games or whatever. Then our group name? Chop Chop ! Sounds cute ehs?

Thanks to our form teacher for inventing the chop system HAH. And then have lunch, the food was okay la. Thats what you get in a forest okay. Their toilets was like omfg, so small. They no flushing system, which i can tolerate cos my house is the same. Hey, we save money alright. Five room flat each month utility bill 90 dollar bucks leh. Its worth it okay. And cant imagine that we are going to bathe, shit, brush teeth at the same place. Their water also damn dirty alright.

okay, so immediately we have some games, some water activites. The no man's land where we have to depend our self without ropes so is like we drop then drop in water lor. Got one is have water then got two ropes on top, one is for you to step on, the other is for you to hold de. So i scared mah, so i was screaming mummmmmmmmmy at the top of my voice, then everyone know lor, then they keep screaming my name like some shit.

And the feel of walking in water with seaweeds gushing through your feets, damn damn disgusted. So, everyday wake up by the roosters noise and found out is only 5 in the morning so brush teeth and go back sleep. Cos later wake up tie hair can liao. anw, their night hike very creepy haha. Second day, was doing water trekking, lol, miss loh infront of me, then very funny haha. Very hard to walk, and so stupid walk up all the way just to see the stupid thingy. Oh ya our trainer very cute know, got dimple damn nice. (shoman tong you watch out, i will have dimple that is nicer than yours one fine day ). her name is saliha - sa-leh-ha. But we call her sahaha or hahaha. LOL. then she still reply.

In total did alot of things. Have one is race against time de short form RAT. Then have to do alot of things then one is like go army sia need to crawl in the mud under the wire thingy. Lol, oh ya din tell you how my blue black came, my bunk beds is separated so i jump from one to another, first attempt survived, second one failed then half body in bed, the rest knock till the side then came out one big blue black at my thigh. And ya, we went waterfall trekking too, cool, even though the journey very long, but then the water very nice and cooling haha. In the end, campfire very touching, but end up yee hui with watery eyes and not me. Haha, feels like crying man, cos firstly who i missed : i miss kenneth, i miss my mother, i miss my sister, i miss everyone that missed me. And i feel that my blog look like denise's liao. So decided to end here, will get peektures from mr pang. And our cheer is cool okay : i say you say i say (2x), i say e1 number 1 you dont believer you ku ku, i say you say i say (2x) , i say e1 number two you believe you ku ku, i say you say i say, i say e1 number one you believe very good.

I feel so good, uh uh, i feel so good, uh uh, i feel so good i feel so good i feel so good, uh uh uh! Ciao,

the world has ended.

2009-01-11T16:44:00.004+08:00

i want you to be my greatest birthday present. And you're my biggest birthday wish.

Had some sort of boring day yesterday. Totally spent whole day doing nothing at granny's house. But have my dear cousin by my side cam-woring with me. So not very boring already after that. Since i have reached there at aound 11am. And stay there and rot till at night. LOL. Besides, they have steam boat cos its my bigger cousin birthday. So yea. Have a good steamboat that is much much better compared to the one in korea. So good.

Anw, to passer-by, since you brought that issue up, i shall clear all the doubts of you guys out there. I, michelle eng wei ting, is not attached. Okay listen up, im not attached. And please i have my own issues to settle, and this is between him and me. only he and me know what is really going on, and clearly understands it. So before you're start spreading rumours or spouting nonsense please get the facts right that we are not together for some issues. But its my own problem and for the love of christ, if you want to be so nosy, you can just go find out yourself, but i can tell you hardly anyone knows about it. We are officially broken up on christmas eve. I myself already feeling very happy with my life with him now, even though we are not together, but you make it worst. I at first dont want to say anything de. But since you ask, i'll tell you then. Are you happy with my answer now? And you this faggot, even if im single now, you can waste your time waiting then, go on waiting i dont care.

My biggest birthday present i want is you. And my biggest birthday wish i would wish for is for you to come back. yea, i know it will happen some day. It will surely happen. I just need to wait, i will wait definitely, besides, it wont waste my youth anw. Ciao,

hottest man = swimmers.

2009-01-09T23:14:00.003+08:00

precisely im going for the goddamn camp next 4 days, wasting my time in malaysia, having a whole lot of hell there. Seeing high elements make me go crazy, partly i dont like them, and nextly i have phobia of heights. Plus, missing alot of lessons = totally worthless. But we have no choice, we cant even choose cos someonw invented this word call compulsory. Yea, it explains all. And, alot of things cant put down, making me so worried.

First, my time. Second, and lastly, kenneth. Precisely, he doesnt really know how to take good care of himself, making me so worried. He always doesnt eat on time, and having sore throat. And ironic part about it is that, he's worried bout me too. There's teachers there, nobody going to kill me there. No monkeys coming to pop out suddenly and say hi or whatever.

And, lessons with teachers are quite interesting nowadays, with mr phang doing such a big action and having his shirt tucked out finally after a whole thrilling lesson. And talking so exaggerating explains it all. Cca carnival quite a disaster at the start cos first two classes din have one people joining. But in the end we have ard 30 ppl like that joining band. 2 saxophonist only. This year drum the most. Yea, cos drum the hip thing now. So whatever, they cant have guaranteed comfirmation that they will go percussion for sure, even so, they wont have so many drummers cos school is budget have one drumset nia. But who cares? hah. So, will not be updating blog, dont miss me ya. Ciao,

zuperhuman out of job.

2009-01-05T21:15:00.001+08:00

i dont feel like blogging somehow, i will blog somehow later when i get the feeling back :)

2009-01-04T19:07:00.001+08:00

okay. post to apologise to GOH YING QING. cos i think i have serious stm. Promised to buy her domo, and i thought i have bought when i didnt. So keep having this thought that i've bought, even when she ask me to bring then i still think i buy liao then say ya give you on monday. Then just find out is in my dreams man. But im sorry goh goh goh ): i'll get it asap. Mark my words :D sorry ): Forgive me my dear goh ying qing :D Ciao. P.s. Im going grocery shopping with my bo geh band major aaron .

maybe all i need is time.

2009-01-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

just because you are the one saying it, it make the sentence special. Because you are special not to anyone, but to the one that truly loves you.

Okay first let me say, kenneth im so sorry, just let me off today with vulgarities and i promise i wont have any liao. Promise :D Okay, first day of school totally crushed. btw, for more civilised english, i've censored it. Its like oh my f**king god, am i entering the wrong class. So i see see again, yeah what its 3e1 what. Omg, my class wasnt so dead last time. i remember first day of school for 2e2, 1e2 people wasnt so quiet. Its chaotic! First day of school we already crazy like shit. Somemore i remember end of year paper 08 first day nia, finish first paper nia we already started throwing paper balls. Now it seems so fast that it had ended.

Im jealous, jealous of classes with good teachers. I swear, yea i may say i dont want sazryna, but AT LEAST sazryna is much more better than my current form teacher. She makes the class so boring until i am into the thought that, am i in a cemetry or what? I am jealous that e2 have miss shen. OMG. i want ): I dont mind going to e4 having miss loh. At least she's good. I dont mind going e5 having miss guo, opps should be mrs tay. i dont mind going e3 that is having eunice koh. Its like why on earth they treat us so good, so bias, that all the shit shit teacher come to e1.

At least we have some teacher that is good in the sense that soooooooooo good. Like ss, we got khalidal, chem we have serene loh, but the worst of worst is that my form teacher teaches us maths, BOTH MATHS. OMG. i want adrain tan and he went to e2. OMYTIAN. true enough, e1 always tend to be quiet. But i dont like it. And my this teacher say she dont want people talk back behind her. So lets not call her teacher and it solved everything. Lets call her X. So X told us that we have to earn 100 chops from her to have one class outing. And i was thinking, omg, is she nuts? How old are we now? Still chop ah. wa piang. Is like class outing is comfirm de lor. Okay stop talking about that, but finish it with my timetable. Sucks like hell everyday have remedial. For diff subject. And tue we have 6 subject in one day. EL, P.Bio,P.Chem,SS,Amaths,Emaths. OMFG, can you imagine the books i need to carry. Pure books thick like shit can. so after school have prefect meeting, so it was like they told us half an hour. So in the end its like 1 and half hours. So by the time i went cp its like 2.10? And i haven eat lunch nor i have my recess. So gastric went up ): And guess what, when i reach there, they are godamn just finish eating pizzahut. OMG. then went up best with damien and jeffrey and brandon. Was like playing around while detecting where's kenneth. I saw him then have the sudden reaction to turn away. I guess im still a bit shy ): yea call me shy then whatever. I am a loser anw. so i dun dare talk to him, then kee playing around at best. Then they keep pull me in best when i dont. Then met cheng yao. He stupid la. Go in best then see their tags one by one for their names. Cos damien go tell ma ><>
I really miss him so that alot, even though we just talk on phone for half and hour yesterday. ): Besides, there are things that you guys doesnt really know, or should i say, tell you also doesnt make any diff. Hah, Ciao.

new year new year.

2009-01-01T18:12:00.003+08:00

Im 99.9% sure he doesnt like me, but its the 0.1% that keeps me hanging on. If everything is so true, then edward cullen is already my husband then (omg, what am i saying, he so ewwwwwwww, look at his face please).

Happy new year earthlings! Should put everything sad aside me for now. But there's alot alot of sad things inside me ): I wish he's here to listen to me no matter how long it is. Okay, sad sad go away please. Shall ask some of 2e2'08 besties to pei me go cp makan. Then maybe sunbian go find him at best , he say he should be working there still. So pray hard he's still there. :)

Alot of things i look forward to : i look forward to my new form teacher, my new sitting partner(i miss kenrick shaking his leg ): ), my new subject teachers, my new band juniors and my new life. now shitting with shoman online X: haha, he bully me leh ask me treat him makan, marsche leh. (!) MARSCHE LEH. wth. Okay, my first new year resolution is : stop swearing and using vulgarities. Thats to kenneth, i'll stop for him. Second, score well in studies. Third, go out more with him :)

anw, i have a lousy new year countdown celebration, stay at home and countdown. Its like bullshit lah. I want to countdown with loved ones. Omg. Omg. Omg. ): nevermind, there's always next time. Just hope that next time there will still be him :) of cos definitely, :) Ciaos,

i wish i wish.

2008-12-31T17:12:00.002+08:00

hey ho, the merry oh.

i suddenly, want to spill out everything thats inside me. Cos i cant call kenneth to tell him everything. He's working i think so i dont want to disturb him. So, i've been thinking this few days what i really want, what i really wish to have. i want alot of things, when i say alot, is ALOT. I want to really really have a good movie with kenneth, and i caught only one. Which was pathetic, yea.

I cant really think how 2e2 will be like. without everyone. OMFG. i go 3e1 i dowan sazryna to be form teacher. sazryna = misfortune. OMFG. I dowan please. Pray hard. Hallelujah, god bless you go to a better class please! And dunno if go sit with who. Was discussing with darrel online, i told him maybe will it with him. Please la, im not so scary. Plus, i cant imagine how i will be like in band sia. I will miss brandon's lame shit stuff plus his million dollar face, i will miss quek weiling's crazy hyper mind, i will miss thanimalai,'s guailan-ness. I will miss goh yingqing always being a slacker shouting domo every now and then. I will miss kenrick, shaking leg beside me(this one really unforgetable). I will miss russell quarreling with zong. I will miss melia being crazy with other malay girls. I will miss james being so sotong. I will miss shouting yanheng-ah gua. I will miss yan heng calling me mickey. I will miss damien doing all sort of blur stuffs. I will miss the 2e2 notice board that have been teared down. I will miss jonathan being so omg macho. I will miss my 2e2 ncc guys being sooooooooo green every total defence day and national day. But most likely will always eat with them :D Hehe, besides i will miss every single thing ):

2008-12-29T23:07:00.002+08:00

okay i shall keep this post straight to the point. so there wont be any photos or whatever. To everyone out there. please do not message me or cos i cant message for some reason and wont answer your calls or reply your messages. To kenneth, i am so sorry cant talk to you like how we talked the last three days at night. It was very nice and i really love the moment, i am so sorry. But i will explain it to you why when i see you on friday. So sorry okay. So, please if your dont have anything dont message me cos i wont be able to reply you. Thanks for the co-operation. You guys are all loved. :D thanks. will update everything on another day. :) you guys are loved. Especially band people! :D

2008-12-28T17:07:00.002+08:00

I cant figure it out what the hell i am thinking. There's so much changes around me, so many things came suddenly. But somethings have been so called solved, but the matter of fact is that, things shouldnt be like that in the first place. I have a very horrible christmas, and christmas eve. I shouldn have thought so much though. Besides, i shouldn have give up on myself, but thanks rachel, you comfort me, and gave me hope, and courage and the reason to pull myself up. And yea, there's nothing wrong with me, so please dont think too much. Im perfectly fine. Just with swollen eyes, with some weird voice and an emo mind. Thats all. Im thinking of going on hiatus to cool myself down. Really.

True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another but you still smile and say "I'm hppy for you". When all you really do is cry... and cry.

annoyed by quizes.

2008-12-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

i have two quizes to do. SO ANNOYED. Anyway, i do it then. Im too good liao :D
Tagged by sinhui and damien.
1. List 5 person whom you want them to do this quiz > anyone,that,is,lame,enough.
2. Your name > Eng Wei Ting Michelle.
3. Your age > 14 years and 10 months and 14 days.
4. Attached/single > Attached.
5. Five of your close friends > Brandon, Weiling, Yingqing, Yan heng, Damien(still have actually)
6. Your 2 favourite colours > Lets make it three, Yellow, Red and Hot pink.
7. Story book or comic > Story book.
8. Do you have a crush > No.
9. Has an unknown person asked you for your number before? > Yeah.
10. If yes did you give your number to the person who ask? > That depends.
11. Name 2 guy friend who you are close to > Let make it unlimited, Brandon, and Jonny and yanheng and damien.(and a whole lot more)
12. Do you play online games? > Yeah.
13. Maplestory? > Last time.
14. Audition? > Last time
15. Favourite number > 5
16. Favourite Alphabet > D
17. Hotmail add >mickey_qiaokeli@hotmail.com (friendster only)
18. Would you rather go out with your stead or friends? > Both go out.
19. Do you trust your stead? > Yes.
20. Money or friends? > Friends.
21. Stead or friends? > Both.
22. Anime or drama? > Drama
23. Best girl-friend?> Goh yingqing and weiling.
24. Best guy-friend?> Brandonchang.
2nd quiz.

1. My friends... used to my craziness.
2. Im listening to... television show noise.
3. Maybe i should learn how to... kick people ass.
4. I love... kenneth and myself.
5. My plan... is to do nothing.
6. I dont understand... why guys are always so horny.
7. I lost... my heart 6 months ago.
8. People say... that yanheng is damn ah gua X:(i have nothing to write mah pardon me)
9. I am missing... 2e2.
10. Love means... that both parties should not care about anything that is bad about each other and accept what they are. Love what they are.
11. Somewhere... in my dreams everyday, theres you.
12. Im always searching for... music.
13. Forever seems... like a ironic word.
14. I never want to... ever slap someone who i dont hate.
15. My mobile phone... sucks hell lot and always hanging and shuting down unknowningly.
16. When i wake up in the morning... i wish that the first person i see everyday is you.
17. I get annoyed when... people ask me stupid questions such as the things they already know.
18. Parties are... things that make you feel high, clubbing yo!
19. Hugs or kisses?... Both.
20. Today i ... wasted half an hour queueing for books that are out of stocks.
21. Tomorrow i'll be... shopping like mad with fiona.
22. I really want... to see you everyday.
23. I... want everything.
24. Whats your phone brand?... Nokia it sucks.
25. What are the last three digits of your phone number?... 405.
26. What does your second message say in your inbox?.... Haiz.. I am very sorry (from dear)
27. Who was the last person you rang?... aaron.
28. Who was the last missed call from?dalston.
29. What does the oldest message in your inbox say? Good morning Darling :) Yay, december already :) (from dear)

30. Who comes after "J"? K lor.

31. Go to your sent messages, what does the tenth message say? I dun blame you. Nights dear. Love you. (dear)

32. Who is your network provider?... M1

33. How many messages are there in your inbox? 1202.

34. Who do you have on speed dial 3? Darren quek.

35. If you are on prepaid card now, how much credit do you have? Infinty.

36. Who is the first person who comes after "C"? in phone book, it says dalston,zhengda((:

37. What do you have as your main ringtone? I dont use it, i put on silent de.

im raw.

2008-12-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

If telling once and you didnt get it, why must i tell you another time, it just shows that we are not meant to be.

Hokays, what a beautiful day! Went to school to buy books, its so long please the queue, the angmo(fyi is daniel lachan), is infront of me. HAHA. Saw yanheng when i reach there. Anyway, we waited for half an hour then in the end out of stocks, mostly, only have a maths, pure bio, pure chem, geog. cheena, ss, and e maths plus cme dont have. So sian right queue so long then out of stock. HAH. then went to eat de time saw kaijie with zong, knew they going bball-ing later.went back home de time went to basketball court see see then go up liao. At first was suppose to go amk to buy my book covers, then in the end dont have.

Aiyo, then went out to eat with aunt in the end. IM SO HAPPY. coscoscos tomorrow going out with fiona. :D Im so happy, every single outing with her seems so fun, it feels so short but its long. Anw, to my dearest boyfriend, i wont blame you, if your message burst, im the one to blame to message you like shit then your message burst, even for a few days i cant contact you or you cant message me, i wont blame you, cos i understand, im sorry, thats what im suppose to say not you. Cheer up alright, (: Please, you must take care, you work till so hard, so dont fret about this small little things, you should care about your health. Its more important okay? I dont want a boyfriend that later so weak that keep fainting, so must drink lots of water. I think i sounded more like you than myself, thats what you always say to me, now im just repeating to you. So take care alright. :D

I am so tired that i cant keep my eyes open, every single day sleeping at 12 waking up at 8. Anw, tomorrow meeting gyq to take my cookies! WEEEEEEEEE. Thanks alright :D luv chu. Oh ya gyq, relax, just breathe in and out give youself sometime to stay calm. Dont think too much alright :D Toodles everyone! :D

Im back.

2008-12-22T21:48:00.004+08:00

Men are like public toilets, they are either taken or full of shit.

Apologies to all for letting my blog dead(again). I shall blog finally because later darrel ang will nag at me during msn asking me to blog. Ok, so this few days so call busy la. Friday have sec one registration, and you know the school like waste money, at the security guard there got one digital thingy, then got write welcome to sengkang secondary. Wah seh, waste money leh. Somemore hor, outside the hall build one more rockwall. Is like the rockwall so short at the wall outside hall, who will climb? But then got new things, our express classes have 6 liao. so its like E6, it sounds so OMG wrong. But then the wrong class's form teacher is wong shao mun. Haha, he solo leh, no co-form teacher. This year all the sec one form teacher all new one, somemore mostly all have 2 teachers.

Then after that they discussed and debrief, but before that, saw danielgohweiting(!)haha he same cheena name as me, he wore hot pink. IT LIKE OMG HOT PINK LEH I LIKE. Then i was telling him lor, then he say dont like me can liao. I was like going who will like you lah. LOL tell you something, wilfred cant recognise me. Its like siao, i only change specs and tie pleats, very big change meh. His long long hair, make me cant recognise him too. So, we are quits then! HAHA. Oh ya back to discussing and debrief, we prefects have new teacher in charge, as in additional one, is mdm zurinah, she sooooooo good can :D Then they talk about the cip thingy on sat and prefects outing, i told them i doubt i can go both. So i told them i wont be going, anw, thats my fate, i have to accept it. And ya, went out on sunday to warehouse at tiong bahru there, all the things like adidas, nike, puma, all 30 percent off. And new stocks also 30 percent. But sad the nike red polo tee no my size and the addidas tee shirt also no my size, so that day i din buy anything lor. Cos you know the adidas got this quote behind saying "i love being chased by men." so cool.

Today go band then was like mr lun ask us to sectionals, then we probably slacked the whole sectionals, i was sleeping at the bench area, you know level 3 at the bridge there got table and chairs, i sleep at the chair, then whole body ache. LOL. The brasses have sectionals first then later is woodwinds, i think mr lun gotten pretty much pissed off though. And now is 10.04, bf just finished working. He so omg poor thing ): work at the expo showfare(?) then is 10am to 10pm for 5 days. Stand for 12 hours for 5 days that is total stand for 60 hours. My bf isnt superman, who can stand so much, later he faint how? Wa seh, ): aiya i also cant do anything sia. Anw, was supposed to go out with fiona tomorrow, then she say got trainning ask wed how, i say can lor. Eve of christmas, i also never go anywhere, i shopping for cheena new year clothes. Haha, just one more can liao :D And And And, please readers, if you have the heart, please click on the nuffnang ad before you go, thanks :D I know you guys have a very good heart, so please help me this favour just click at the ad can liao :D Thanks. Ciao,

domestic partners.

2008-12-17T18:32:00.005+08:00

After repeating a millionth and the zillionth time, you just didnt get it right. So what's the point.

Hello earthlings! my little friends, aliens, monsters and whatever you seems to be. Today is a good day,okay im so gonna stop talking like that. So, was reading regina's blog and then saw this, under the zealous section got me and gyq. So i was talking to gyq what-coincidently,but true- then was asking her, whats zealous. She doesnt have an idea about it, so i check it up on dictionary and according to dictionary, zealous is full of zeal. And zeal means enthusiasm. To sum it up, zealous is full of enthusiasm. Which was, certainly true.

HAHA. anw, guess what gyq got her hair rebond! welcome to our rebond club gyq! You are the ~~fifth~~ six to have your hair rebond in 2e2. That is like woah. This shows, our class have some sort of affinity between each other though. Hah.cool. Next thing, was talking to love, and he ask that i like the little miss sunshine cushion huh. And i immediately know what he was hinting. So i told him he certainly is not going to buy that for me. He already spend tons of it on me-which i din ask for it- and i dont want him to do so. Later on he go even crazier and say that he not on long term work if not he can get me the camera i want. And thats so insane.

I am so not gonna want him to spend on me. Its like he work so hard, and then the money he earn gets down to drain after spending for me. Im so guilty but then i never ask him to buy, i told him i dont need, then he stubbornly wants to buy it for me. But still, truth enough he is one good guy that treats me so good. which i say wilfred is the second, if you ignore the petty part about him and him being unreasonable. anw, why talk about him and make me go back to the past. Let me update you with the things i wanna do : i want to drag fionasohyuru to fareast,bugis,and town area and shop till i left with 0 bucks. I want to buy the sling bag - the brown vintage looking one. I want to watch bedtime stories. I want to buy dresses and dresses. I want to get on my life with new life. And lastly, things will change somehow. OHYA. I watch twilight already, overall not as good as expected. BUT HOLD ON. not good as expected doesnt mean not worth to watch. It really will thrills you when you see edward jumping from tree to tree, see how awesome it is, and his speed when running up the hill, carring bella on his bag. SO OMG. ok, but i am so looking forward to newmoon,and it gonna be a good one.

By then, im old already haha. Ok, enough of craps though. Shall end it straight here. Ciao!

P.S. Date with santa : 8 more days.

when i found myself, its when i found love

2008-12-16T22:53:00.003+08:00

Last christmas, i gave you my heart. But the very next day, you gave it away. This year, to save you from tears, i gave it to someone special. (P.S. 9 more days to christmas!)

Anyway, christmas is coming yea. And dunno what i will get from some friends. Sat was two months with love. Met him at library then went to wat bolt(again) with cousin and him. cos cousin wanted to watch. And love pass me the wallet. He say is christmas give. Lol love him so much. Anw, love this is for you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEARTY

He's finally seventeen :D Yea, way tooooo big :D Anyway, did your know some of the things i like? I love cartoons!some.(yea, call me childish, im young at heart. if you say im childish look at gyq first X:)no offence though. So, i save money. I watch okto, i dont subscribe nickelodeon(?), disney channel, cartoon network. So i watch the mr.man and little miss show, and i so goddamn love little miss sunshine :D haha. And, i love teletubbies the poh, plus barney! weiling, i support you leh, barney is purple. So, ya, everyone has their own childhood days. Im still watch cartoons but not so lame ones la. Like the tweenies on okto. Its so so so childish. And the hammy-ster (i love calling it like that)- rhino, is so so so cute + ultra FAT!. hur hur.

Fiona's condo have three hamster, so cute. LOL. but i dont intend to get one though. Haha. And ya, bought my psp. LOL. bought it on sunday,and guess what my mother spend a bomb on sun, ard 1k like that. cos my sis bought an itouch. So, yea. hell ex. HAHAHA. and been racking my head playing so tends to neglect blog. Anw, this days nothing to blog i guess. Cos nothing happens. Anw, glad that my lesbo came back in one piece yesterday :D love her.

Tags replies:

GYQ: walao, remove that Zuperhuman. It shall be Domo fan!

LMAO. okay. sure sure. -.-

SINHUI: HUBBY ! I LOVE YOU ! HUGS AND MISSES !

miss you too wifey, luv chu pretty.

DamienKOR: heyhey i use yellow at my blog again ! hahas

ya laya la, but then you bias lor, use purple more than yellow. hmph!

amanda: big birdy, relink. http://www.rockass-star.blogspot.com/

sure, asap. :D loves.

JOAN: Oh and loha meSHELL! ;D

LOHA dear :D

JOAN: OMG! I bet that white bastard is choonkun right! Hahaha, finally a nice nick for ck. ;D

no the white bastard is aaron. cos he that time black then call me bitch so i call him black bastard but then he fair liao so white bastard lor.

Xuanyi: HOHO! OMG. You're like so familiar larh! Arhh.. You're v.tall right?

wah like that lor. Only familiar dunno me liao lah. Same class last time then dunno liao. sua lor like that. Ok jkjk. yea v.tall but now stop at 165 cannot grow liao X:

2008-12-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

subsequently, i just cant find a reason to stop myself from loving you.

Okay, totally wasted my whole day outside. Cos went to collect my sister's passport, from lavender. And we got the queue number that is 3279 and you know when we want to went in and wait, the number is only 3078. 200+ leh. lol, so went to the cafe with dad. Ate red bean soup, lol very cheap cost only one buck. When kopitiam always cost 1.70 like that. So after we eat, the number jump quite alot leh. So fast become 3108 liao. then wait lor, very fast cos a lot of counters. When we wait and our turn already, its 4.40 like that. we waited for one hour plus, (we came at 3.39 FYI.).

Then suddenly want to eat tang yuan. So walked from lavender to golden mile complex just to eat the delicious tang yuan. Then sat 100 back and switch to 147. Reached home ard 6.35. Was damn full. And so gonna go gym tomorrow please :D hoho. Meeting love tomorrow, somehow, cos i going library then he say wanna pass me my wallet. love him lah :D I really want really want to catch this few movies. Angus, Thongs & perfect snogging, wildchild, the day the earth stood still, twilight. OMFG. I so love so love little miss sunshine ^^ And the teletubbies po. :D HEARTS THEM. Ciao,

Tags Reply :
E.ong :D: HELLLOOOOO suresure, you wanna go for movie marathon then jio me out then(: Hohoho, last long with your boyfriend uh. &ima kinda soul too to reply your nice tag man. Hoho, tag me sooon yelllllow(:
LOL HI. i will definitely jio you out de :D I will last long de thanks. And wait and see for you tag bah :D
DamienKOR: yea go do ic together ;] remember arh dont forget hor !
i wont forget de, dont worry :D
weiling: stupid michelle i came to luan one . wahahahahaha . BOO!! AHHH!!
QUEK AH, you siao ah,( okay forget you stay at mental hospital). :P
Miaoying: Hello ! Relink me, thanks !
will relink asap :D

he thought me how to love, but never thought me how to stop.

2008-12-11T16:07:00.002+08:00

A Kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

Okay, holiday is coming to the middle, and thats a good sign okay, why? Cos school is gonna reopen and there's shoo away my boredom and spread open my arms to welcome freedom :D i am so happy now. Boyf. yesterday off then went to buy my birthday present, he bought the red billabong clutch that i love oh so much. He so sweeeeeeeet okay :D haha, thanks a million! Cant wait band to start soon, miss all the band members! Joan! Zhengda! Xiaoting! Orange! Bedok Basket! white bastard! Brandon! Ah Long! CK! James! OCH! and many many more :D

Since then, i have been saving betons of money, cos im going to wait for a day, when im going to chiong to fareast to buy the skirt that i wanted so much. I already said to fiona already, when i get my first pay, she's the first i will treat ! :D she say the same thing with me oh. haha, the first nc 16 movie i will watchit with her too. I know her 14 years,9 months, 2 days liao leh. :D haha, lol just realise thanimalai came back liao. LOL. cos just seen him online, maybe i lag or something? nevermind then.

My maths homework also haven finish, okay, is haven touch yet. LOL. i do very fast de lah. anw, i wanna sat come fast, cos then go gym with sis. I gained alot of weight okay. My mum la, buy so many snacks, jellys, and other junk food, make my fridge like provision shop like that. Then i cannot resist mah, so eat lor X:and, my skin colour doesnt seems to fade. As in become whiter or something. Im still as dark as before, giving WongAnLongAaron to call me black bitch.

Let me tell you the tale or rather the story of "The Black Bitch". Long Long Ago, there's two person having very proportionalled colour skin tone, going to this camp. After long hours for the girl under the scorching, blazing hot sun, marching with the long metallic mace, while the guy only came out few hours for the rehearsal under the hot sun, and most of the people same with him are complaining. On the way home, on bus 67, the girl put on her headset, listening to loud mp3 songs, and this also rather taned guy thinks she cant hear anything, and then he decides to say something rather insulting, so he said "black bitch" infront of her, and conincidencely, this girl's headset, suddenly stops, cos of misplace of battery and just nice hear what he say. And somehow, its rather ironic because the guy is black also! End of story. TYVM. Ciao,

Tags Reply :
JOAN: OMG! Really! -.- Haha okay thanks anyw for the sweet prezzie! Denise i hope you see this too! haha (:
Lol, you're very welcome again! :D
shoman: hey(: what's your previous song title hurs? =)
Its body on me by nelly featuring akon and ashanti.

2008-12-09T18:20:00.003+08:00

The truth is, when you hold my hand, my face immediately flustered with heat, and that's when i realised you are the one, love.

Yesterday when to gym with mum and sis. Hougang gym was so crowded with guys, lol. Okay, i say first i go there not bio hunks de hor. Lol, so rot my whole public holiday by staying home doing nothing. So shit my life on. Today, is also as equally boring, somemore sis is going chalet, downtown east that one tomorrow, and is only coming back on friday, so whole week = rotting week. Somemore boyfriend is working every single day( i guess) and i am so miss him like shit.

So probably i am gonna live like that till band starts. Ciao,

2008-12-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

Both parties thought fate was the good one, but it turns out that its the bad guy.

Today went to accompany my sis to make her passport. omfg, its goddamn long just to wait to scan your "expensive" thumb to get your thumbprint. it took almost 2 hours to reach their queue. but was meeting fiona so i went off first and alighted at bukit batok, went hello shop to look for her. she was waiting for her turn to ge her phone. in the end she got LG KU990R, the pink one. damn hot. and yea, i have this thinking i wont be able to get omnia cos its damn ex, so i will just sastify myself with the same as fiona or samsung pixel.

Later on, went granny's house to fetch jacelyn, and off we go to fareast to by things. then saw this skirt damn nice, next time shall drag fiona go there and bring my money and buy that skirt. At first wanna pei jacelyn watch bolt de. but then like no time sia. we miss the 190 to cck. so we thought of going woodlands. reach jacelyn house there change to 187 then little did we know that got traffic jam that is adding on to the huge rain. so when we reach there is aroung 545, while the show started at 5.40 omfg. i think she very sad ): nevermind, next week, we shall watch it i swear.

and i decided that i really need go a maths. my mother ask me go just maths sia. i think i quite kia su la, actually not, cos mostly all people are doing the same thing as me though. but its quite ex i guess X; but bo bian what i cant expect to retained okay(choy!) so ya, taxi-ed home and reached home ard 915 like that. mother turned on tv watch the golden horse award. then i go bathe then immediately on my laptop.thats my daily routine. ok, so monday's hari raya, its a public holiday(duh) and good thing is that the gym is open, so can go. these few days been eating a lot of fast food, have to jolly well kill all my fats away! i cant wait for 2009, cant wait to see who's my form teacher, but some how dont like the feeling of separating. Anw, even if we insist and go on strike, there's no use. unless we go sue until the school broke la, then got effect, but then they broke also wont change anything. We would just have to face the fact one day. Have a long day, tomorrow will be worst, Ciao.

Tags Reply :
Mengliang: Thank you korean basket!
you're welcomes, bedok basket! :D
DamienKOR: waa you alot money manxx ! heyhey our birthday coming soon liao wor ;D 2month away sia ! hahas takecare
lol is i save a lot mah. yea, celebrate together, and we go do ic together also :D
JOAN: BIG FAT THANKS for the sweet necklaceeeeee dearie!
hey dear, forget to tell you, you also must thank denise, she shared the prezzie with me :D,anw, you're welcomes!
MEGAN: HIHIHI CANDYPIE , LOVE YOU ~
hoho candypie, luv chu too :D
ryaaaaan: Lol : D link you link you!
thanks uhs, will link you back too :D
Kenrick: U watch Bolt..Is the Hamster cute?
yea la, damn cute can! :D

Diarrhea

2008-12-04T22:56:00.005+08:00

the past that make me crying so crazily, always seems to be the past that novody ever ones.

When to see Bolt with sister and cousin at cineleisure yesterday. So i woke up around 9 plus like that, on the tv, turned on okto and continue watching while waiting for my heater to be hot. And nowadays i always wake up, tune in to okto then blah blah blah. cos nowadays there's no nice shows, until at night. so its goddamn boring. and yea, my father nag at me cos i still watching tv when its 1145 when i have to meet my sis at 1210 at yck station X; But i somehow make it on time, and im the one waiting for her, cos she have to change her clothes.

Then we head on to board the train to somerset and walked to cineleisure. Bought the tickets and went to apple shop(so call) cos sis wanna see the ipod. So she cant decide which to buy, ipod touch or classic. When cousin came then she managed to decided, she buying ipod touch. And yea imnot jealous. Cos im buying psp and creative newest mp3. so im not at lost either. when we went into the theatre the theatre was so goddamn small lol. but the movie damn funny okay!

never bluff you, you go see you will sure also say nice de. anyway, i just realised im gonna be broke, or somehow ppl will, cos of buying me things. you see, my mum bought a billabong sch bag that cost 75 bucks, i just bought a nike waterbottle costing me 22 bucks, kenneth buying me the billabong clutch for my birthday, i buying psp, i buying mp3, i bought new specs, new clothes, new shoes, and now, i wanna samsung omnia, cos my phone sort of, pretty laggy and got some problem in able to detect the memory card, so i somehow pretty pissed off. btw, omnia very chio ok.

its damn nice i swear, but fionny buying lg secret lol. anw, miss her alot, never see her this few days, but she coming on this sat so good lor. i wanna ask her to pei me go fareast by thing leh. maybe should text her haha. and went gym today morning with sis. the hougang one. then went on treadmile and use the bicycle thingy for almost half an hour, and my leg muscles almost died. Somehow, life is boring yea.

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MELIA: relink! ((: me love chu, and miss you very very very much.
okay, will relink you asap! me love chu too, and misses you very much also. take cares alright!(:

ZhengDa: Weiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is a phone right? Y does it look so much like a camera!!

ZHENGDA!!!!!!!!!!!! that one is camera!!! very chio right ^^

Mengliang: wad is your blog song ar? nt this 1 last time tat 1 ? ^^

that one is womanizer by britney spears! (:

hoohay

2008-12-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

i want this cybershot T-700 so goddamn much. its so chio okay this colour. wahseh hope my parents strike lottery buy this for me. ^^ okay im just being random, Ciao.

hoho ;D

2008-12-03T21:29:00.005+08:00

when love, is truly blind, and people are victims of love.
Firstly, happy birthday to Tjan Wei Long, my lovely senior-cum section leader. Hope you have a wonderful birthday today.(its not actually cos he kena taupok) And lastly happy belated birthday to my lesbo, RachelLeeShiYi, love you so much so much, although cant see you next year, or rather, not same class, you will forever be my lesbo :D

Next up, Band again. But finally, (and finally i said) today is our last practice before 2 weeks break that starts tomorrow, and resumes on the 22nd of december. hooray, anw, my day didnt went well cos miss loh came and talk about nyaa, so sharks, i didnt bring, and started halfway only. but i guess i have to restart doing it. i cant neglect it, i need it alright, who ask me drum major. omfg, i cant imagine next year me shouting like one mad cow like that. okay, and i cant imagine aaron sitting infront holding the baton and swing here swing there, today he tried once, and im like laughing till i going to peng liao. so i cant take it and i higher the stand then completely cover the stand then heng not so funny liao.

today he dunno talk what and wave the baton everyody laughing like mad dog. next year we help out the band, comfirm is the most funniest one. haha. okay enough of this. next lets talk about tjan wei long. he damn funny okay. he scared kena taupok(which he bobian will have), so he take out the fragile tag from his saxophon and hang it over his head. then say, eh, no taupok hor, see fragile, handle with care. damn funny okay. and we started overture no.2 which was, somehow, nicer (in terms of sound) but its pathetic gonna make us die.

and somehow, i have an answer to aaron's question. i guess it gonna hurt. but i cant help it. and, loe is gonna buy me the billabong clutch for my birthday. Love him can. :D lol, finally saw sheryl and megan today. they say he very sweet lol, eunice said the same too haha. maybe it really is true? hehe. so i guess, next year will be an excellent one,(should be) if you exclude the fact that, next year no more chaos from 2e2. other than that it will be good. new school bag, new mp3, new psp, new friends, new me. :D hope everything will work well. anw, gonna watch bolt with sis and cousin at cine. haha, hope it gonna be nice. :D Ciao,

Tags reply:
Denise: Huh Michelle? What me number 2? o.o Tsktsk! Haha
lol i write denise number two is cos i dowan be the next denise who write damn long X:
Darrel: eh xiaojie,your bday is like so far awat~
no leh, few months away. very fast come liao hor.
shomann: hey helloos michelle the crazy woman!(x ahahs..
hey bodoh! ;D
ERNEST: RELINL @ http://crazywith-you.blogspot.com/
okay, relink you asap!
ERNEST: HELLLLLO YELLLLLOWbytch
lol hello bastard ;D
JINGYI: Faster update bout the trip(:
updated, but short one X;
sn: link me up.. thanks
sure sure ;D

2008-12-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

oh ya, suddenly remember, just went into the wallet shop then saw this red billabong cluth-like wallet, so goddamn nice. so if you want to gimme things for my bd *hinthint* you know what liao huh, besides sunflowers la ;D i will be so touch man, but please, the prize is scary :/

hey dear.

2008-12-01T20:59:00.005+08:00

okay, i think im the last one to update. yeah, call me lazy or what. i am definitely growing lazy yea. somehow, cos i kinda used to it, as during days in korea, when travelling around the places in the bus, i would always sleep then now, will always take naps. dalston say i becoming pig man!so yea, let me start my busy days.

reached changi airport ard 6-7 like that. saw xiaoting first when i am on my way to makan with parents.hanwei was with his parents when i reached the kopitiam at the basement. headed to row 4 and many people were there already. so we were like waited and waited then finally have to check in the laugage. and we headed to terminal 2 for macdonals, cos terminal doesnt have much though. after which, we went in the boarding gate and board the plane. sat with aaron and good we sat at the window seats ;D wooha.

but you see korea airlines is so goddamn budget until there's no screen to yourself, even the first class doesnt even have one, so you can imagine la, boarding the plane, sitting on the seat for 6-7 hours, somemore have nothing to do. so was playing with aaron's psp, and didnt catch much sleep. when we reached korea, and walked out, the wind is like woah, blow into our face the feeling is so cooling though. but then we immediately started our trip, kinda. first we reached the hotel, then have some time to changed into our long john(is a shirt and pants, if you think is the long john silver).

okay, i think i dowan to end up being denise number two, so if you want pictures, hmm, go to my friendster then, www.friendster.com/theimperfection (:

2008-11-23T15:58:00.002+08:00

1.What Have You Been Doing Recently?
band, smsing love, using com.
2. Do You Ever Turn Your Cell Phone Off?
no, its on for 24 hours.
3. What Happened At 10am Today?
i just woke up
4. When Did You Last Cry?
hmm, during class chalet.
5. Believe In Fate/Destiny?
yea, somehow
6. What Do You Want In Your Life Now?
be with love every now and then
7. Do You Tend To Make Relationship Complicated?
no, the word is simple
8. Are You Wearing Anything You Borrow From Someone?
definitely not
9. What Was The Last Movie You Caught?
madagascar 2 with sis
10. Does That Person Know You Like Him/Her?
yea, of cos.
11. Who Always Make Me Laugh?
heh, alot.
12. Do You Speak Languages Other Than English?
yea.
13. Favourite Website(s)?
cursethewomanizer.blogspot.com;D
14. What Are You Doing Tomorrow?
arriving at korea.
15. What Do You Think You Are Like?
too good to people, definitely too naive
16. Who Will You Choose To Die With?
heh, i dowan to die.
17. Where Have You Been Today
kopitiam only
18. What Game Do You Play Often?
i dont play games now
19. Who Are You Missing Right Now?
love of cos
20. If You Have To Choose A Friend And Love, Who Will You Choose?
definitely the one that i will choose and will love.
21. What Are You Doing Now?
doing this quiz
22. Which Primary School Are You From?
yio chu kang pri
23. Name Three Colour That You Like
yellow red hotpink
24. What Emoticon Do You Like To Show?
crazy
25. What Is Life To You?
too short and unpredictable.
26. If You Have Something Troubling You, What Will You Do?
i wont tell anyone, i always keep it to myself, i find it hard not to say it out.
27. Who Did You Last Chat With On MsN Today?
ongweiliang
28. Who Do You Admire The Most?
idk
29. Which Month Were You Born In?
febuary
30. How Are You Feeling Right Now?
BORED!
31. What Is The Time Now?
4.12pm
. What Kind Of Person Do You Think The One Who Tag You Is?
idk
33. What Colour Do You Use To Dye Your Hair?
my hair colour is natural and consist of four, black red brown and gold.
34. Why Are You Doing This Test?
cos they told me to do.
35. What Do You Do When Your Moody?
act as if nothing happen.
36. At Which Stage Do You Wish To Get Married?
when i think im ready
37. Who Is More Important To You?
i prefer not to answer.
38. If Today Is The Last Day Of Your Life, What Will You Do?
do things that i have not done, such as going out freely?
39. Who Is/Are The People/Person You Trust The Most?
heh, this is hard.
40. Do You Believe In Seeing The Rainbow After The Rain?
somehow it doesnt happen always
41. If You Have A Dream To Come True, What Would It Be?
have ample freedom
42. What Is Your Goal For This Year?
get out of my controlled life.
43. Do You Believe In Eternity Love?
heh, i have no idea.
44. What Feeling Do You Love Most?
when im out with my friends, that kind of happiness?
45. Do You Really Think It's Global Warming Now?
YES!!
46. What Feel Do You Hate The Most?
feeling uber useless
47. Do You Like Doing Quizzes?
honestly..NOOO!!
48. Do You Believe In Gods?
yup-.-
49. Who Cares For You The Most?
my friends i guess.
50. What Do You Think Is The Most Important Thing In Your Life?
happiness:)
51. What Will You Bring When You Fight?
i think i will just surrender with a white flag.
52. What Have You Regretted Doing In Your Whole Life?
being brought to this stupid world.
53. What Do You Do If Nobody Cared For You Any Longer?
suicide.
54. What Will You Do If Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend Two-Timed You?
hate them for my whole life, the life after this and vice versa.
55. How Do You Feel Now?
bored!!

2008-11-23T15:17:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeee! so im left with 4 hours and 5 minutes before reaching changi airport terminal one. and before entering the plane and setting my ass onto the korean airlines. with (insertyourname) beside me ;D its so goddamn fast haha. and was telling aaron he next year sure die one with me as his partner(so call) cos i will dixiao him like shit ;P. hahahah, anw, was talking to shoman online. lol he keep calling me bodoh when im not.

and im so excited, cant get my heart calmed down. omfg. i feel like jumping around the house man. i should pamper myself with nice bags from korea then ;D yesterday i ate steamboat at my granny's and the jurong entertainment was closed down COMPLETELY. and felt that its really a bore without it. cos imm was not so call entertainning to me. with NO computers. NO cinemas, NO neoprint shops. so its a big failure for it to be open when there's nothing.

okay, so im imaginating myself, standing infront of leong kok kee, thanaraj, toh chee keong, yeo kim lian, these teachers, that can hell lot nag alot, and imaginating what the hell they will say. i am so scared that thanaraj will so goddamn catch us and couldnt let us board the planes. and somehow, my cousin told me this, schools only afraid one thing, that ppl complain until they broke. so if they somehow ban us from going, im so gonna sue skss untill it broke man.

and yea, im totally random nowadays, just trying to write something so that my blog isnt dead. and somehow yea, it will be the next week. but when im back, it wont, cos i swear i will spam it with peektures. and when i say it, yea, i mean many pictures. and yea, orange should be in it, most of the time, cos she's my roomate yea ;D what you expect? heheh. Ciao,

Tags reply:
DENISE: Lol you very random leh Michelle! Yerange, hahaha! Nvmm, see ya tonight ;D HOHOHO Yay!
yea, cos cant find anything to write so just write anything that comes to my mind. see ya too!;D
JOAN: Dearie! I found beanie for you le! Hurhurhur. Takecare in korea! Come back in one piece! <3 *bighugs* =D
oh! thanks thanks ;D you take care too yea, will come back in one piece, if nto you go sue the octo, or last time kidscentral cos they invented the kiddy programme call one piece. and i wanna hug you when i reach changi airport ):
yongxiang: i only did it once or twice. o.o
yea, but we keep say you and keep laugh haha :P

2008-11-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

all girls really want is someone to want them back.
have band the whole day, was tired, went through overture no.1 and declaration. and there's exchange with bedok town ;D lol, actually not sort of exchange some of the people just came over and they went to their sections and listen to us. there this guy came to saxophone then we like somehow dao him. cos was so shy. lol X; anw, my saxophone is wrapped like one big dumpling now. haha, cos gonna be thrown in the cargo on sunday. ;D then had to end our day with mam yeo's nagging. somehow she is quite unreasonable sometimes, and have to wear the red band tee on sunday. omfg.

but anyway, im coming seoul! 2 more days ( lesser than that i guess). haha. will miss love, once i reach seoul i will call him up ;D heheh. dont miss me alright, must take care of yourself huh :D and yea, must thank joan too, she's going to lend me beanie(?). cos i din have one, and she say later my ears will drop. so i scared haha. thanks dear ;D will buy things for you de ;D and yea, here i am rotting at home once again. and i suddenly know what i want for my bd present. i want a comfortable nice tatty bear that i can hug it when i sleep at night ;D must not be too big, just nice to hug can alr. so ppl you know what i trying to say huh. :D *hint hint* hehe.will take care of myself there, wont die so fast. *touchwood*. so my roomate is denisekangmeixian a.k.a orangederangenisede. okay it is quite weird. but its between us onlyhaha.

and i thought of a new thing. orange + yellow = yerange ;D cool new word leh ! i love god nowadays, cos it gave me a superduper-never-get-angry-love-me-like-hell-awesome-boyfriend ;D haha, and have a chat with love over msn. ^^ will take care of myself. ;D you guys take good care of yourself alright!

tags reply :
HUITING :D : michelle DDD ahlian here ah ! the guangyang de {: anyways . i miss u all larhs . group W rocks {:
hi ahlian ;D miss you also. yea, group W rocks everyone socks man! takecares, and i linked you alr ;D
JOAN: Get well soon and takecare! missed ;D thanks love, im fine now, take good care of yourself alright, miss ya, see ya soon :D
yongxiang: i will rmb u for laughing at me cus i started marking time early haha,who ask you everytime mark time so early :P

L

2008-11-19T22:12:00.002+08:00

so yea, im counting down days when im going to share room with denise, so im so freaking happy ;D and somehow, i feel nothing much to blog about this days, cos only band then nothing much, probably gonna miss pt cos i have mc parents wont let me go. so gonna watch movie with sister tomorrow. hope so ;D very happy hokays.

and yea, time flies so fast, and thanks mr samson khor, i have free chem textbook ;D cool i can save 31.90 dollars. see how much a textbook cost. cost a bomb man. hah. without wkbook lah. lol plus wk book die alr. so yea, my blog will resumes its long post when i come back to korea. will spam with lots of photos i promise you ;D

goddamn it

2008-11-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

omfg, im sick. okay, sick as in swallowing 7 pills every male. omfg. have to give the outing a miss. ): okay, but im sure i'll be fine when korea comes. WEEEEEEE. just 5 more days ;D hahah. cant wait. omg omg. and, yea, i wont be going pt but will go for band practices. and i am very lazy to update. will update more when its thurs ;D dun miss me yah! P.S. weiling so idiot okay, go post the pictures of me and love then its like omfg, i dunno how to say.

today, i saw god.

2008-11-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

to love is to make a choice, and a kiss is a seal upon it. oh hi, wow, good to start off my blog. so woke up in the morning, feeling very weird keep tossing and turning. was very worried, about meeting love. then in the end tell myself that everything will be alright. anw, today was going to take the vaccination jab. cos leong kok kee scared we later sick in korea than we waste our trip. anw, i was the first to went in, my lucky number(queue number) was the pathetic 26, so after me was orange who was 27. it wasnt so painful afterall, after the needle went in, which i can feel it, she was like saying okay its done. then i remembered i was going, ah, okay alr? hahha.

we totally wasted our whole afternoon by this injection instead of band. then after that ard 1 plus we went mac for lunch, i din take a bite, cos din feel like eating after the jab, din know why, maybe because i drank the bubbletea till too full? haha, probably, so the time was like 2.45 when we reach band room. and han wei was like pointing to the clock and saying, you guys very early hor. so very stupid la, have to avoid everyone, incase they come hitting my left arm. so, band, continued overture, actually, im trying my best catching up or overture no.1 must jiayou and catch up pretty much though. so we were quite weird, keep pushing each other to whether who go to baritone sax, the tuba-eupho-like saxophone. haha. so at first was eugene taking it, then weilong snatch it back then played awhile then i tried awhile before eugene took it back for real.

so pathetic thing is that, the band is going to end at 5 which was the time the movie is going to start. so stupid, in the end, have to give it a miss, but thanks the person up there for giving me a oh-so-awesome-never-gets-angry-boyfriend, who din mind. so the pathetic thing was that he watied for me at the bubbletea shop for ages. think when i reached there he have alr rot a bit alr.so yea, ate cheese fries, then knew he haven eat yet, sad okays, quite touched, haha, din eat cos wait for me, i very guilty too leh, ask to go very nice there eat, he say no need. in the end when to the bus stop and crap awhile and when home. i miss him tons okay. i really must thank the person up there for giving me a so awesome boyfriend. thanks. and the moral of the story is : slow and steady wins an awesome boyfriend, stay away from ducks, cos they are not a serious material boy-girl relationship type.

for the love of christ, one month

2008-11-13T15:45:00.005+08:00

chalet was fun, mainly is because got to see 2e2 again, but some people never come, sad siol. ): the next part is because love came too ;D hahah, at first he din stay then end up they ask him stay. lol. and the bbq part was goddamn pathetic please, it was like the 2e2 guys starting the fire, then din thought they were so gay(no offence) then end up love setting up. then we spend the whole first day not sleeping, and they were like playing the ps2 the soccer game

second day of chalet was very tired, cos din sleep, we went to have breakfast then went e hub, they play arcade then we never do anything lor. at first wanted to watch movie, then ended up love pulled me go back to sleep, cos i was goddamn tired. went back then have total peace, went to girls room and sleep, with love beside me, and not long later, no peace, totally. they came back, then i was wondering how i end up managed to sleep. haha. and was very sad totally. it was like my heart was so goddamn aching man.cos love cant stay over. because he have school, he ask me if i want him to stay, of cos i will goddamn well say yes, but i couldnt be so selfish thats why i said no, anw, he's probably the first one who could very well make me blush.

and yea, i woke up ytd at 7, i set the alarm at 7, then i dunno why i went back to sleep. so, no good soul woke me up, and i end up waking up after my good sweet dream, saw the time, 9 o clock goddamn shock, then rush. i think woke them up haha, then went off, sitting back the time was talking to love on phone. lol. then managed to rush back to band, but was late by mere one minute. pathetic, totally. today did not have run, but have band prac for those going korea. and very funny okay, imagine a band with merely less than 20 students, and guess what we played? when the tears fell, sunrise, phantom, classical cannon, queenspark melody, i believe i can fly. its like hello? tears fell i can only hold the long notes, cant even play out the running notes, the best is queenspark, thats for sure. at least i can play something right. haha, so taking jab tomorrow, so tomorrow people you better dont come punch me on my arm mind you. so, thats for all, and want to know what i ate for breakfast? i show you, i ate noddles with smiley face, credits to orange for her hot dogs ;D

whats up.

2008-11-09T13:52:00.004+08:00

this, aaron, acting cool. X:

okay, now not so stiff.

so he's acting cool again.

we rocks your socks.

hey james ;D

this is mengliang with the twist ;D

see the big contrast in colour!

33rd Nco with 34th nco ;D

two saxes = SAX-AYE.

weiting, with xiaoting ;D

with loves, orange. ;D

NCOs.

dear joan ;D

thanks for supporting me, so happy and touch, and scare your by bursting into tears when i saw your. anw, thanks i love you guys ;D

NCO,

2008-11-08T23:22:00.004+08:00

Pei hwa, with timotheus from bukit batok ;D

timotheus ;D

Loyang sec.

idk whre's he's from X; but his eyelashes are long

Azam, jurong west sec

ignore the hands, there's nothing between us. bryan from st joseph insitution

idk where he's from X;

eng teck, siglap sec, think he drank yao ming's blood, so tall man ;D

mingjie, from queensway sec with 33rd NCO senior ;D

Michelle tan, riverside secondary.

and yea, will continue with photos tomorrow, ciao

baboon face.

2008-11-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

okay, i've gotto go sleep soon, so cant talk much. so overall, my camp's getting exciting, love it though. got tons of friends, like queensway sec, st margaret sec, chij toa payoh, rgs, ri, bukit batok sec, siglap, shuqun sec, cvss and many more. and my colour is super nice. like one baboon backside leh my face. so red and tan. im scared that the skin will tear. and its much worst than just skin burn. cos everyday i kena. so is like everyday it goes darker and darker.

and have to get plenty of sleep, tomorrow POP liao, gonna cry i swear ;D argh, im scared like oh so much. i dowan to end lor, met so many friends, and somemore, so good liao. omfg. hate it. and this few days very tired, due to the serious training, so those who say band normal footdrills is tough, you want compare mine with yours,is even worst, like go army like that. haha, actually army is worst X; okay gtg sleep, Ciao.

the school system sucks big time.

2008-11-02T15:48:00.004+08:00

Being pefect may be okay for barbie but just remember she ended up with a guy with plastic balls.

Omg, mr toh called my house, then dad call me, say couldnt get in for hist, due to lack of people. no history = geog. geog = die. i think i will flunk it like nobody's business. hate it okay. so din do anything today, just online online and online. very sian, russell say he going to buy me the musical box in japan if he come across it. so sweet isnt it ^^ hahas. im looking forward to class chalet. but before it, lemme tell you first, dont be too shock to see me in a chaodao state cos i got camp then everyday under the scorching hot sun march, comfirm black like siao.

and here are some quotes by zong that will make you smarter, cos some are idioms ;D "Be a zong,do the right thing." "In the fat of zong" "raining fats and oil" "the early zong causes the famine" "old zong kee" "long zong silver" - by Ho Zong Xuan. hahas, cool isnt it. and somehow, im so tired, and today is a boring day, nothing much to post. so bye.

P.S. Im sorry zhengda, cant really come to your concert ): not that i dowan come, is cant come, parents dont allow, what can i do? so sorry uhs, but im sorry it will go well :D

once for my life,

2008-11-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

i've back out, and let go because i love you too much, if i didnt love you so much, i wouldnt do it.

Today had a great fun. was messaging love the whole day long, 'cos starting of month, so wont burst anyway. went grandmother's house as usual. but the entertainment centre is under some construction so we went orchard walk walk. saw a lot of beautiful things. we manage to catch a movie, The Coffin at cineleisure. It is suppose to be scary but it turn out to be not so scary, story line also very lame.

It is actually about a lot of people who have illnesses and other bad luck going to this ritual by lying inside the coffin then there will be dead chant going on. when it it over, your bad luck will be gone. but truth is, by doing that, it is actually interrupting the wheel of fortune that is spinning. in actual fact the bad luck hasnt gone. just that it is passed down to your loved ones. so, all those people who went for the ritual, their husband/wifes, family memebers passed away or bad things happen on them on the very same day. Just like that.

Now, other things. i can tell you, very well tell you the process of me forgetting duck is 90%. whenever i see him now, my heart doesnt beat as fast as before, my face wont blush, my face wont turn hot, i wont smile foolishly anymore. last time when i close my eyes, i can imagine him, in detailed, knowing the size of his eye balls, the way he talk, moves, stand and if there is a slight blemish on his skin i can imagine that. but i still imagine just that i dont do that often anymore. i will also dream about him in the pass. but no he isnt the one that i will dream of, now i dream of kenneth. its like woah! i dreamt about him on ytd night. by next year, when we diff class, it is obvious that he will be completely off my mind.

P.S. I finally bought my stereo headset which cost me 35 bucks. hahas, wanna buy new bikini top. lol. and buy new school bag. just saw a very feminine and chio billabong bag at the new billabong shop at heeren. it is not like all the usual designs the square square type. it have a very nice shape, damn chio. compared to the nike and this bag, i think i buying the billabong one, cos its cheaper, 79, the nike is 89.

bullshit

2008-10-31T22:37:00.002+08:00

Love is like a beverage, it will be bitter if one person drinks it. If two person drink it, it will be sweet, however, if three person drink it, it will taste sour.

Hey hey hey!very tired today. Play until mouth pain you know, the classical cannon like whole until forever also wont stop de leh. and please 2e2 students please go class blog. thanks. so today ended early, very sian din know where to slack, so call sinhui, indeed they playing basketball. so head down to home but never go back, went basketball court then zc, yanheng, duck, kj, ivan and sinhui all there. so stand down there lor, nothing to do. they match with some guys which have alien face to me. o.O lol.

then play very long, not so long la, one hour plus, or maybe less? then we accompanied sinhui to fetch her brother from sch. lol. then wait very long, they all go buy ice cream from the ice cream man, then eat infront of me somemore, cos i never bring even one cent with me. i only brought ezlink card. hahas. so head back to her house, we waited outside, sinhui brought one bucket of water let them wash, very funny you know, the bryan leg very small, i now then realise. he weird X; ear also very small. unique actually.

we then left and climbed down leh, never use lift, and mind you her house is at 11 floor. so imagine us climbing down, and like climb very long also haven reach. lol, to be truth, its the highest floor i've ever climbed. lol, cos everytime i stay is low floor de, last time 3rd now 6th at least better. so very tired. they left then walked with bryan cos his house few blocks away, haha he 659 i 657. see so near. went back then realise nobody at home, then when call father halfway, saw my sis, she went running, then give me keys say she want climb stairs to higher level. so let her climb all she want. hahas.

and tell you what i am so addicted to pussycat dolls man. they are hawt mine you.

barney is hawt!

2008-10-30T18:41:00.003+08:00

Everytime I see you falling, I'll get down on my knees and pray.
SO, today PT was absolutely dead, somehow. Out of 31 people, 10+ came. Because of class chalet and lessons. And yeah, resume playing of captain ball. then because was so sian, and goddamn dead, stopped captains ball and they played basketball. then saw the silly duck, with sinhui and kaijie. they accompanied her, for remedial. so, waited for awhile then went home.

bathed, and slept. lol. now usual routine, come back, bathe, sleep. wake up makan. lol. cos was too tired. then went kopitiam, saw, duck with kaijie. so coincidence, not once, twice saw them, lol, fate wasnt that good last time. asked why they here, they say eat lor. haha. but weird thing is, they stay at punggol there come hougang eat, quite weird.so guess that they accompanied sinhui come back then just nice go back rice and eat. lol, i was certainly right man. eat halfway, they say bye bye, lol. father asked me to go back first, gave me the keys. walked halfway reach sinhui house there then saw them. duck and kaijie sit at the playground there eat. lol. pathetic leh somehow. eat at this type of place.

so, my guess was right ehs? hahas. they ask me stay then accompanied them, cos father allow. slack there very long, cos wait for yanheng they all come mah. we walked to bryan's house thne make a huge din there, haha, he came down with his brother to play. james came a little later, his piercing nice bodoh! not earring the prob, is his face really suitable for it. ahhahas. i kinda think its cool hah, and a diamond earring is goddamn cool ;D cos it shines. anw, he came then keep say him, sinhui they all go bully him go put alicia picture at his wallpaper. lol. damn funny, and got alot of mosquito bites,cos the stupid mosquito come bite me. HMPH! go die. i make sure you die die die.

very happy la today, first time with them like that, maybe next time i come down to the basketball court below my house there lor. cos they like everyday at there play ma. hahas, sad that kenrick never come. cos they never inform him, partly is because yesterday they called him come, then in the end, never play, so they thought today will same, so never tell him. sad la. haiyo ;D tomorrow band need take back the sash. lol, idk if my bag big enough not. my bag damn small lol. anw, tired, and very happy :D TYVM ahgua, damien, duck, kaijie, james, wifey for making me so happy ;D love ya.

Yingqing! SHAKE YOUR BOM BOM.

2008-10-29T21:53:00.002+08:00

hokays, let say the band attendance was a superb disaster. so like goddamn little, anw, cant blame students, now is holiday season, whats the first thought that comes, CHALET. hahahs. so pathetic anw, sitting down there so goddamn sian, and took so long just to run through one declaration. so omg. more pathetic is that we need to perform so omg shit piece for the korea ppl. dun even thing they can understand us not. lol. besides our band so small 30+ ppl going only, so not enough bass cant play things that is sound round. so bullshit, i wanna play queens park melody.

and this goddamn goh choon kun go tell mr lun say we need one more baritone sax. lol so weilong cant possibly be going there, cos he's play 1st alto, thats leads to me.SHIT HIM. but i definitely wont go la. thats for sure.heh. saw quek, missing her like shit. omg. haha. she actually can recognise my back so well lol siao. plus that hanwei make me come every mon cos need committee to come back at least once, when i need to come every week. so omg. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so, yea, hate popular, jurong one have the headphones have limegreen de, cp leh only have black. nevermine, i wait ;D

so was chatting with gohyingqing. see this, she ask me think of some msn names :

M. says:
put your right hand in and your left hand out, and shake it all around
Hiccups kills! says:
too long
Hiccups kills! says:
Do the Hokey Pokey!
M. says:
lol,
M. says:
do the hokey pokey, and thats what is all about!
M. says:
YAY
M. says:
lol. rofl .
Hiccups kills! says:
why not just like
Hiccups kills! says:
SHAKE YOUR BOOTIES!
M. says:
good.
M. says:
SHAKKE YOUR BOM BOM.
Hiccups kills! says:
YAYA!
M. says:
lol.
Hiccups kills! says:
let's put!
Hiccups kills! says:
we should put like
Hiccups kills! says:
Michelle! SHAKE YOUR BOM BOM!
M. says:
i put Yingqing! SHAKE YOUR BOM BOM!
M. says:
steady ah
Hiccups kills! says:
STEADY
Yingqing! SHAKE YOUR BOM BOM! says:
cool
so basically im yingqing SHAKE YOUR BOM BOM.okay sounds lame, hah of cos its lame shit. but definitely brandon the million face dollar is more lame. hah. and yingqing is trying to be cute by watching digimon data squad on youtube. omg. ><

as i said.

2008-10-28T18:04:00.002+08:00

hokayslol, i took 4 hours to do this freaking picture, anw, i think its okay la, like very funny but nevermind . want see the picture please go www.togetherwe-createchaos.blogspot.com (we really do). thanks with much loves.

my heart somehow stops.

2008-10-28T14:19:00.003+08:00

yes, please shoot me. plus, im already somehow dead.
my 301th post, cheeros to it ;D power!

okay, i've been a little bit shock, just a little thiny winey more, i may get heart attack. tell you why. first thing, come to blog, then went gyq blog, then kena shock, by the super loud soundtrack. will die de hor, mai siao siao, dun believe then you try thinking about something calm then go her page then the song suddenly start playing in a ultra loud way. omfg, i dont wish to die yet. and please say im goddamn it good. cos now, when i can edit tons of my photos, i chose to do our class blogskins, so please, pardon me if i took your photos, so have ample mental preparation that you may be appearing in it, anw, you should be appearing what, its class blog yo! so, if you have any photos you take with classmate during last day of sch, send me okay? if not i will die, going around blogs, and friendster saving photos, anw, some blogs the photos is file type so cant really use it.

but then, must say i good lah. hahah. so alone at home, very sian. father go out find mother, sister go watch movie, leave me one at home. HOME ALONE. LOL. cool leh, first time got movie siol. okay stop crapping. so today the physical training, very amazing, good improvement, after scolding hor, only 2 din come. that makes it 29/31 the attendance, alr good liao la, better than previous one 7/31. see the big big difference?and, morning saw miss neo, she cut her hair, now freaking short. bet if you go see now, tell you, you first sight cant even recognise that she's miss neo. LOL. then was marking attendance, from 8 stand there wait wait wait till 8.30 then dun care liao. then left 1 hour, then play captains ball. damn funny la, at first our group lose like hell, then hw come in, then win, then draw then in the end lose by one mark. lol, maybe hw good or what o.O lol, cant imagine me saying that. omfg.

and now, very sian, looking for photos so diff to find lor. and next week nco camp liao, wont be blogging or maybe yes, cos its non-residential de. but i comfirm chaoda one. cos footdrills everyday under the hot sun, so class chalet if see i black black dun be too shock.ok, i shall not be racist and say too tan, if not black black hor, the indians come bash me man. oh ya, now ppl if you want go disiao zongxuan, you can relax and call him zong all you want, if he bash you tell him you are just calling his name nothing wrong and he say himself that he like the ZONG-ING part, so please dont be scared, moreover, he's msn display name is ZONG. haha, so he kinda allow himself to accept the fact that he's ZONG la (anyway thats his name what). and i love my pm man, cos it say "Zong comes from Mars." cool right. heheh. okay la i go do the blogskin liao if free then come back post again tell you the results of the blogskin or the progress rather. Ciao.

hold on,

2008-10-27T22:18:00.003+08:00

B, i do.

2008-10-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

i should be happy, shouldnt i? If i love someone, shouldnt i be happy if the person is happy? but why am i feeling jealous on the last day of school? sigh, didnt i say to put everything aside? i think i would do a good job in forgetting it next year since we are not in the same class anymore. even if everyone is separated, you guys should be at least be lucky to have at least few people same class as you. for me, most likely no one is in the same class as me in 2e2. 'cos im the only one who chose hist elect. but dont forget me alright, if you want then so be it.

Actually wanted to watch HSM3 sat, but ended up watching it, only on monday, 'cos mum said bringing me to watch as the cinema in jurong entertainment has closed due to renocation. *pouts. have a lot of fun snapping photos with my lil cousins. saying about photos, make me remember and think back how we always take photos together, me, zuperhuman and quek. hey, should i thank fate that it separated us, or should i hate it making me a loner? why on earth should i study so hard, and end up splitting up from my dearest friends.

For once, i thought friends were important. for once, i had to rely on friends because they are the only one i can rely on. we have come a long way together, is fate that brought us together, its also fate that tore us apart. whats more, im just a holy shit of kind and stupid girl. morons like me are just born and brought on earth to be used. heh, one advice to those people out there who suffer the same thing, beware of those moronic guys who have womanizing diseases, liking girls with pretty faces, when they call upon you, dont reply back, just immediately give them a punch in their face and a kick in the stomach. if not, you'll regret like how i do now. they are the real pathetic womanizers, trust me.

went to watch HSM3 today, very nice hor. then saw this skirt that is exactly the same as the one i saw in vivo that cos 72 bucks. guess what i bought it at 50% discount at 17 bucks only. cool cool ;D and bought one sandals, cost 63 bucks. hah, spend so much money. and yea, need to run tomorrow, so dear legs, and muscles, i know it will be a hard life for you, but just bear with it. jiayous, hoho ;D And B, i love you. thanks (:

2008-10-24T21:40:00.003+08:00

waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought, useless and disappointing.

omg omg omg. my legs are hurting, pain is filling up my whole body after running yesterday. ran more than 2.4km and he thing is gonna break down. but good thing is that, if we continue to run like this every tue and thurs, comfirm fit + slim down, sure one. and heh, aaron today ah, let me wait like shit. lol but nevermine never blame him. lol, at first he say meet at 3 what, it was me myself who want to reach there early so end up waiting for 45 minutes X: so he told me to meet him at kovan so boarded lrt and then he board on the train that i was in.

so we trained down to little india (weird, cos the feeling is that im not an indian, so it feel so weird why i am alighting at this station). then we 67-ed to CCAB. listen to the briefing. lol, actually i thought was sian, but okay la. you know the camp booklet damn thick you know. lol. i am imagining myself with the uber tall mace, omg, weird. if i am a it shorter, the mace would be taller than me. *laughs. then told him that head back to band. then he say huh, must ah, why not we take direct bus which take 1 hourt to reach there then no need stay there long. then i say dowan dowan, then he bo bian.

cant take it, band almost everyday, then cannot tahan, is not almost everyday weekday, is totally everyweekday. omfg. then thank god they change the jog from 5pm to 8 am. then one advantage is the air is fresher, then next advantage is that we can go out in the afternoon. so i am dying soon, missing 2e2 so f. much. its just the first day only, and im like that, i wonder how it would be when its the last day of chalet, that we really going to be separated. it cant be imagined. tears would be rolling down in every one's cheeks. and thinking back, we are really that united. and i wanna thank my aunt help me pay for the boho skirt. heh. ;D and love, really miss ya, <3

love dont stop.

2008-10-23T21:37:00.007+08:00

the one person i must really thank so much, because he is the one that has beared my short term memory, that has beared my weird character, he is non other than my two year partner, mr ong jin hao, kenrick. thanks (: thanks a million, TYVM for always telling me where i put my things when i just couldn remember it when i placed it and forget it 5 seconds later.

love like this,

2008-10-23T21:05:00.002+08:00

so fast, two years. thinking back, the day we entered the room, the strange room, having mr wong nagging at us. then we started our life, as two e two. even though its the beginning of sec 1 we are already united. with mr wong's scoldings, broughts us together, with fun, we played together, we being scolded everytime because of our noise, we play sports together. nothing can replace. never in my years of education did i find a class like 2e2, its like we have already been so close, since day one. its like we are suppose to be put together, its fate that brought us together, and its also fate that tear us apart.

then starting of sec two, we became even closer, we are known for our noise that we create, we are known for our naughtiness, and known for our badness that ambu keep blacklisting us. i swear, we are so goddamn united, you can never find any class like us. i swear if i have mighty powers, i would want to make time stop when we do use your hand campaign. i cried, because i cant take it, before recess, yq go down, then later i then go down, went toilet, then broke down, cried. so make myself eat big bowl of noodles to calm myself down. i took photos with almost everybody, siva ask me take with duck, actually i wanted, but i know it cant be done. good luck boy.

even mr pang could see we are united with just one glance. omy, we shall be the best class forever. if the school ever have a price call the most united class award, we comfirm get one. sigh, miss two e two. no more paper ball throwing, no more wrestling, no more running ard like mad when teacher coming. its so fast, its like we are first day of eoy exam, then finished first paper, we already started throwing paper balls, now, its starting to say goodbye. i think if i carry on i am gonna cry. i swear we are going to be anti-social to everyone except 2e2 and sit at the same table we always sit, eat together every recess like last time, and how jeffrey always help us return the bowls. and hang out together, everyday after school at the bbc. 2e2 forever will never die, till death do us apart, even death, we will still stay together. i luvchu guys. ):

why does good things always pass so fast, why does good things always end?

hokays, i am your friend, face it.

2008-10-21T21:24:00.002+08:00

Let me see if im gohyingqing's suitable friend.
Q1. Would you mind people drawing on your hand with markers?
A) Not really, i don't mind being drawn. BUT I LOVE TO DRAW OTHERS!! :P
B) Yes. I hate markers. (ANTI-MARKERS!!)
C) HELL NO. I LOVE MARKERS. ( :D:D:D:D:D:D:D)
Chosen : A.
Q2. Do you like singing like nobody's business?
A) OF COURSE!
B) NO. i hate noise.
C) Sometimes.
Chosen: A.of cos i make noise :D
Q3. What kind of colours do you like?
A) BRIGHT COLOURS!!
B) I'm fine with all colours.
C) Dark colours. I like black.
Chosen :A. yellow is the name.
Q4. Do you watch cartoons?
A) Duh! I'M A CARTOON FAN!
B) Sometimes?
C) No, i'm very matured.
Chosen:A. i thought of choosing C, but must face up to the fact.
Q5. Do you like playing sports? ( e.g, basketball, volleyball and badminton. )
A) Yup, i sure do!
B) I'm okay with volleyball and badminton, but not basketball.
C) Never, my only "sport" is reading.
Chosen : A.
Q6. Have you ever told other people about your friend's secrets?
A) NO. i'm a very good friend! :D
B) Sometimes, depend on whether they know whose my friend.
C) All the time, i'm known for spreading rumors.
Chosen : A.
Q7. Do you mind your friends smoking?
A) Yes. I'm a anti-smoker.
B) Maybe? Depends on how serious they are.
C) No, they can smoke all they want.
Chosen : i not sure whether A or B.
Q8. Friends first? or Love first?
A) Friends.
B) I don't know, they're both important to me. We can't balance things like that.
C) Love.
Chosen B.
Q9. Do you enjoy being with your friends?
A)Yup, they're fun people to be with (:
B) Yeah. Kinda enjoy their presence.
c) No. I'm anti-social.
Chosen : A.
Q10. What kind of music do you listen to?
A) Most music! I'm all rounder.
B) Maybe rock.
C) Hardmetal.
Chosen A. yeew, hard metals.
Mostly As:Yay! You're definitely a friend that i would like to know!Since we have a lot in common! C'mon, talk to me if you're not my friend,you never know, you could be my next best friend!
Mostly Bs:You're on your road!We do have some things in common, and i would like to make friends with you!I'll be more than happy! :D
Mostly Cs:Sorry, i guess we repel each other.You'll find a suitable friend! (:
so i am truly a suitable one, haha, who ask me to be as crazy as her, or should i say, she is as crazy as me, keep on doodling the board, making the board like a grafiti place. :D

screw you.

2008-10-21T20:50:00.002+08:00

ya, maybe perhaps i am a real psychic person with psychic powers. powers of what, destroying things, making things worst. so from the start if you think i really have them, then why on earth did you let me enter this world, if you know that you will make me suffer, why on earth do you have to fuck so hard just to bring me out and the reason is to torture me with those goddamn words? If that's the case then i might as well disown you and then find a better family who at least doesnt think that i am a destroyer. even then, from the start i didnt even treat or think that you are my father, or put myself to believe that you are.

i just dont know what you are thinking. i done so well for my overall results, isnt that enough? why must you always pick on the slightest thing and make such a huge fucking din. well if you want to throw me away, then please do it faster, i cant bear with the hurting words you say each day. i use computer then you will say "house got 3 computer, you use that one you make till very slow already, you still want to make until all slow then happy is it." this isnt the most hurting one. the worst one is "whatever you touch will definitely spoil, not slow, will become slow, not spoil will in the end spoil." It seems that i have a bad family problem that no one seems to know.

All they seem to think, and what they thought would be michelle is so cheerful, so good to people, so kind, most likely the parents will be the same. i tell you, its bullshit, bullshit and bullshit. i have never in my life, in my 14 years of life, been judged correctly. Always putting the blame on mr. for 14 years, all they do was to malign me. when my sister's eclipse book went missing, their first reaction was to ask me, thinking that i took it, and went my room, pour everything out, making trouble. in the end, my sister misplaced it and found it, they did not even apologise or even say a fucking sorry. why must do so well and give them face. i can jolly dont study and get F9 all the way, since they do not respect me, and think i am a destroyer, then why should i care.

The biggest mistake i did in my life, was to be so goddamn naive, and believe people, be so caring. but what did they give in return? Nothing. I gave theat silly darrenquekzhengnan my whole heart, thinking that i would turn out right, in hte end, he simply crush it into pieces and did not appreciate it. And then just went on and flirt with girls with pretty faces, maybe i shouldnt use the word flirt i should use find. so, now you know a person, being the most good in class, caring so much, is actually the stupidest me of all. and when i say stupid, i mean it. that why is so seriously hate womanizer. curse them shit them let them come out on the obitaries section in newspapers for all i care. if darren want to play with me, i accept the challenge, i let him too much. but sadly he saw only my kind side, my father is goddamn guailan + extra xialan. i am his daughter, of cos i will be the ame. you want play, i'll definitely be your guest, i make sure when the guilt sets in, it will stuck at your throat and chokes you to death.

Did i done anything wrong? Did i flirt with boys as much as you flirt with girls? Did i see boys as much as you see girls? No. I did not do anything against my conscience. furthermore, i gave you the freedom, i did not even touch it. you want play bball, i let you. you want play soccer , i never stop you. you dont want to eat with me, then so be it. you never send me home before, not even the bus stop for once, i did not even care. and when i thought your mother knew about us, and because of not letting you hurt, i broke up with you. to stop your mother from scolding you. and in the end, who is the biggest victim, its me, but it turns out the other way round. your best friend send me those hurting messages and you dont seems to care, worst of all, you laugh with it.

DQZN, i finally seen your true colours, you totally changed. good luck, i hope you will settle down in the reserved place in changi prison since you make up your mind to follow sivanesan.

for god sake

2008-10-20T18:30:00.003+08:00

hokays, i am just helping my friend ard, she's selling an accoustic guitar, so if anyone is interested, just feel free to tag me, but no spamming please, and once again, just help me by clicking the nuffnang thingy thanks ;D TYVM. P.s. its original pricing is 160 bucks, but it is now going for 140 and comes with the bag. tell me asap if you want it TYVM ;D Loves.

and what do we get?

2008-10-20T17:16:00.004+08:00

Greetings people! Hohoho, (zong xuan). Practically no offence. shall stop it if not people will come and ask me for presents (since i sounded like santa claus). Todays started off badly, at first it was okay, were usually playing like crazy people and waiting for our turn to take class photos, then later, day was ruined by mr pang. he came in and say what got survey. need us go computer lab. and very sia swey, just nice our turn to take photo, he came.

Somemore when we enter the computer lab, the internet, i swear is goddamn lag like shit so to wait, we enter msn, and yan heng they all come spam like mad cow. go die. then my com so damn lag lor. Brandon going do finish then started doing only. damien then say he featured his darling on friendster, so we decided to guess. Freatured list have : regina, quek, me, camille and one girl. so there are two great possibility : regina and the girl. Cant be me or quek or camille or worst YAN HENG.

But he dowan to tell leh. hah nevermind. Then we continue then finish liao, went for phototaking. suresh didnt came so we managed to ask miss sem to take with us. And talking about miss sem, remembered brandon saying that the survey is miss sem survey cos its called SEM survey. He's lame right, goddamn lame. afterwhich, continued back on poker, hah, hah, our ingredients for our daily life in school now. but then mother tongue that ms meng let us see movie, dunno name la, but very funny.

Bad thing is, later hartini come and entertained us with boring details of geography, say what mostly people will be taking geography, and all those bullshit crap. But lucky, i take history, hurray no need see her face anymore. :D and was so goddamn sian, i want days to pass faster. oh my, oh my! forget to tell you guys, for the first time in my life, i sat on the bench when taking class photos, everytime i always stand de, then sit next to lesbo :D hahas, anw, great big thanks to Darrel Ang. for this blogskin, thanks a million, TYVM. although i did say it a zillion time, its worth while ;D, oh ya, you see the nuffnang thingy, the ad thingy, just help me by clicking it before leaving my blog. thanks, god bless you ;D

redcolour/.

2008-10-19T17:44:00.002+08:00

i have nothing to post. fine then at least i wrote something. and i thought of changing to lj, incase some perverts think it is some other think like how they will think if i write i love sax(which is true, cos sax=saxophone), lj = livejournal TYVM. maybe i try out awhile. i wont delete this, but i just create a new one then ;D

chellemi

2008-10-18T16:34:00.002+08:00

hokays, mother gone overseas again, so i am home rotting. please so goddamn boring, and currently waiting for my blogskin to be done from darrel ang. chatting with orange very funny. swoped our names around, and guess what it can be form to be made into a sentence. see this : nice de chelle mi. cool isnt it and im always positive, and she's negative, and guess what, positive and negative poles always attract! okay shall stop talking about science hah. and guess what, she wanna order tickets for twilight online, guess she is too addicted to twilight. true isnt it ;D heh.

i seldom think friends are so important last time, but its 2e2, you guys, make me thing it is whole lot important, you guys make me hate every single hol cos i cant see you guys. must miss me, cos there wont be crazy michelle to create a noisy atmosphere anymore, take photos on the last day of school yea ;D with loves.

dedicated to the ones in my heart, on the left of my chest.

2008-10-18T15:26:00.003+08:00

caution : long post ahead
To,
CherieChanLing : Thanks for being my sweetest mei :D
GohYingQing : ZUPERHUMAN, thanks for the sweetest mometns! Bestest friend, i luvchu :D
JoleneKhooXiuWen : You're that wonderful chat buddy in msn! Loves,
LauPeiRuRegina : Hey babe! Love ya, you totally rocks! Best friend, will always miss the fun time.
LimYeeHui : Hey laopo, luvchu, lil pretty girl :D smile more alrights, will definitely miss you :D
LuoYingCHong : Okay, no more examinations, so cant have any challenges, you are always my enemy in exams, can always have you as a person to compete with.
Melia : Melia Melia Melia! Alien, i will miss you! The pictures taken, fun times we have, syg, i love you:D
Nurulain : Hello, cute lil girl. Athough we dont talk so much, but we came from the same primary school we share a thing in common. Stay cute forever, Ain loves greenn! OngZiYing : Hello, 2e2 superwoman! The sporty girl! Stay as sporty as ever! loves.
QuekWeiLing : Quek ah, cant forget the times we have, luv chu la. you this cheenabong X: must miss me leh ): Dont think too much about Z. must think about me this ah xiao also leh :D Loves.
RachelLeeShiYi : Lesbo Lesbo Lesbo. Craziest darling i ever have. Sweet and lovely as ever! Although cant same class, but you will always be kept in my heart. Luv Chu!
SofeaTan : Honey honey honey! :D Pretty as ever! Thanks for the sweet memories! Will never forget you, the sweetest honey god had gave me :D
Sufiayh : Hello! You are that cool, artistic girl i've ever met! Although i dont like cats, but mimi is always that cute! Loves.
TanHuiYingFelicia : Hello, tallie, the only girl taller than me! Hah, stay as tall as ever, loving pooh bear so much.
TanShengNing : The fair, sweet innocent girl i've ever met. Good luck in whatever you do. Be sweet as ever :D you're loved. :D
TriciaGohYingXuan : Quiet lil girl, speak up more alright, if not you will be bullied. good luck in everything. Loves :D
YeoPeiYunCamille : CAMMY! bestes pal, sweet lil girl. i luvchu la. lets strive till the very end ya, whatever promblems you encounter, you will always have my support.
ChangYongJiBrandon : Chang Chang Chang! My lovely beer! Best pal, bestest friend listening to all my problems. with the lame shit mind. i, this waiting, will always envy your beautiful braces! Smile more! STOP EMOSHITTING(idc whether you stop alr not, just stop)
DamienTanHanKiap : Ah kor ah, although just one day older, i still respect you as my ah kor. dont get bullied so easily hor must be strong. you will always be my ah kor, greates kor, having my moral support. we will always have an appointment each year, celebrate bd together! :D
DarrenQuekZhengNan : Silly boy ah, Dont think of basketball and soccer so much, must concentrate on your studies alright. Dont let your mother down, i know your mother have high expectations of you, i can see that. You can do it alright (: Dont be so shy alright, will scare away all the pretty cute lil girls. you will be able to find a better, prettier, clevere, more kind and generous girlfriend than me. Thanks, for giving me the sweetest, greatest moments, memories a person has ever gave me. I say this to everyone, but to you, it really comes from deep within my heart. for the last time i will be saying this. Love you, my lovely ahbu, that silly duck. Must take care alright, sick must go doctor alright, dont be shy will get bullied de. With much loves.
DarylTangJunWen : Hey boy! buck up in your studies! Im sure you can do well :D
HoZongXuan : hello my young uncle X; do well in your studies alright, be less petty (not say you are) Stay as funny as ever, will always be remembered as my lil relative ;D
IvanLim : Hello naruto freak! Quiet guy, yet so funny. Stay as funny as ever, thanks for all the fun moments! :D
JossonHoe : Hello! Good luck in whatever you do! Stay as hardworking as ever, you will do well.
Norhafifi : NOR-HA-FAIR-FAIR! Thanks chariman! Giving me the wondeful days, happiest days :D for the last time, worldpeace *twist.
OngJinHaoKenrick : You ah, got alot to complain about you. No la, just kidding, you really must kick the shaking leg habit. I know you will do well in the future. You will be the bestest pilot, trust me, dont be too stress, relax a bit :D Thanks, my two-year partner, for helping me all the time, controlling yourself of my character. Thanks a million!
RussellLeongJunHui : You're the greatest, and most gentleman i ever came across! Thanks for everything. You will sure meet your dream girl.
T.sivanesan : Best friend, even though you are the only one that never fails to make me cry and sad, but you are a cute lil ass! Its my honour to have you as my cute friend. Best friend, thanks for everything :D
TanKaiJie : Hey lil joker, thanks for all the jokes. Will always be remember :D
TanYanHeng : Ah gua, my lovely ah gua, wont forget you lil cute ass! Only one ever call me mickey mouse. I will never forget you, its god that brought us to the same class, to have you as my friend, its my honour :D
TeoMingYuenJonathan : Jonny Jonny Jonny! Thanks hor, for everything. Im sure if you persist, you will fufil your dream. You have my support, loves.
TohYiKai : Sometimes, you are quite weird, and dont know what you are thinking. But whatever it is thanks for being my friend. Good luck in whatever you do. :D
WongJunJieJames : Sotong ah, dont be so blur hor. If not no girls will want you, you have the looks have the talent, just that you are a lil blur. Good luck in achieving your dreams. I will support you.
ZhengChao : 你是第一个，我看过的好男人。虽然，是容易生气，但是一个好男人，谢谢你，在我不开心的时候，鼓励我。有你做我的朋友是我的荣幸。你会永远是我的好大哥。

god knows.

2008-10-17T22:58:00.003+08:00

one word, HAPPY. another word, STRESS. happy because of results, i can take pure liao! taking pure bio, pure chem and a maths with history elect. hokays, and got 19 in level. sn got 20. camille i think never heard her name, like that i scared i grabbed sn place in class then got first. and stress is because everyday in hol got band, then totally crash in my chalet. monday practice, tue physical training for korea, ( but lucky one or two hours, if not cannot go sentosa), wednesday practice, thurs physical training, friday practice. see get what i mean, saying that having holiday so much, need not be happy, cos is equl to no hol.

so, cos leong kok kee scared we sick due to weather, then ask us go physical training like those who go to cheena. sick okay. i think i going for that vaccination. i scared will fever leh. omg omg. and listen the briefing make me more want to go korea fast fast fast! heh. but then, i will miss 2e2, i know we will comfirm be separated. but remember guys, even though i may be away from you, but i will always be there for you. if you have any problems, need help feel free to call me, or chat with me, i am 24/7 free round the clock for you you you! i very loyal de hor, i not pang seh kia ;D hehe, besides i definitely will miss you guys. i will post something later, just check it out yo! Ciao,

i said i will forget you, and i did.

i said you are not the serious one for me, and you are.

i said, i will not cry over you, but i did cry over you.